Kang Adina is the oldest member of BTS. Holding them together along with her leader. It's difficult for her being a female and the oldest. She's the most popular but most hated. Korea's goddess. She decides to change. How will everyone react to her...
It's been hard trying to smile at the concerts we've been doing at Japan and back and forth since my dad passed. We are doing the Puma Fanmeet.
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We arrived and seen ARMYs. I bowed and we got mics.
"Hello. We are BTS." We bowed.
"DiDi, nice to meet you guys." I said with a straight face. The boys introduced themselves. We sat down.
Jimin, Jhope, Jungkook, DiDi, Suga, Namjoon, Jin
I looked at my dads rings.
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I pouted. I played with the necklace.
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We started.
"WHY ARE YOU SAD DIDI UNNIE?!" A fan asked.
"I'm sorry if I seem sad to you guys. I promise I'll explain after the fanmeet." I said in the mic. I smiled but it wasn't my true smile. A little girl came to me. I awed.
"Hi unnie." She said. I clenched my heart.
"Aww you're so adorable." I said. She smiled wide.
"You're a princess in my eyes unnie." She said. I smiled and teared up.
"You think I'm a princess?" I sighed her little book.
"Yes unnie. You're so magical. You looked unreal and beautiful. I hope to grow up to be like you." I smiled while I shed a tear.
"Aww unnie, I'm sorry for making you cry." I wiped my tear and looked up while fanning my eyes.
"No it's okay sweetie." I said and calmed down. I looked at her.
"Can I hold your hands?" I asked. She nodded and we held hands. She then went to Suga. -------------------------- It was the end of the fanmeet. We went and stood up to go around the table. The boys talked and I played with the rings. It became silent.
"DiDi-ah, are those military rings?" A fanboy asked. I took a deep breath.
"Yes they are. They are polish military rings. As most of you guys have noticed for the past couple months, I haven't been smiling or showing my true smile. On January 18th, my dad passed away." They awed.
"He was in Poland. He was a Marshal and he passed away during battle. I found out at ISAC and it affected my performances. I was disappointed and ashamed that day for scoring low or doing bad. I felt like I disappointed ARMYs that day. I went to his funeral in Poland a couple days after. I got his jewelry. I don't mean to be mean or look mean but his death affected me majorly and still does. He was supposed to visit as a surprise for the 2nd Muster but things took a turn." I paused while looking down. I started tearing up.
"I'm sorry, ARMY." I choked out. I squatted. They awed. I felt a couple hands rub my back. I stood up and someone immediately hugged me.
"He was my role model. He was main person I wanted to see all my achievements. He wanted to see the fans in person and watch me perform. He was a hero to Poland and my hero and I love him with all my heart. He knew how much the fans mean to me and how much I mean to the fans. He always texted me saying thanks to ARMY for getting my princess where she dreamt to be. He loves you guys even though he didn't get to meet an ARMY in person. I love you ARMY." I said and did a formal Korean bow while crying. They chanted my name. I got up and the boys hugged me.
"Our noona doesn't really cry and to be frankly honest, this is the first time noona has cried emotionally not out of fear or anything but it broke our heart to see her going through such pain. Please go easy on noona." Namjoon said.
