Kang Adina is the oldest member of BTS. Holding them together along with her leader. It's difficult for her being a female and the oldest. She's the most popular but most hated. Korea's goddess. She decides to change. How will everyone react to her...
I was stressing badly and kept a major secret from the boys because I'm scared of how they will react. I kept working myself to get my mind off it. I've been struggling for 10 months now because of this. Wings tour is here and we are in Chicago. It was our last day before flying to our next destination. I was in the bathroom crying. I heard a knock. I stayed silent.
"DiDi noona, are you okay?" It was Jungkook. I slowly got up and opened the door. I seen the boys and their eyes widened.
"I-i need to tell you guys something but I'm scared." I said. We went to the couch. I sat on the chair across from them.
"What's wrong, noona? It looks like you've been holding this in." Jin asked.
"It upsets us to see you going through this pain." Tae said. I drank some water and took a deep breath.
"I've been dealing with this for 10 months. I just don't feel comfortable being a woman. I grew up around men and picked up lots of habits but I just think I don't like myself being a woman. I prefer being a man." I said not looking at them.
"I'm coming out as transgender. I want to be a man not woman." I said. I started shedding tears.
"Look at us." I heard. I slowly look up to see them smiling.
"Did you think that we would hate you for that?" Yoongi asked. I nodded.
"We don't hate you. We don't think of you as disgusting. If that's how you feel and if you want to be a man then we will support you and help you." Namjoon said. I covered my mouth while crying.
"Come on and stand up." I stood up and they hugged me.
"We will always love you, hyung." Jungkook and that made me bawl.
"Thank you so much." I said. ----------------------------------- I decided to tell them to wait till after we are done with tour but Bang PD and Sejin accepted me and told me to start taking medications. I went with the boys to get my first testosterone shot. The doctor gave me to medications and we went to the airport for the next destination. ----------------------------------- It's been a few months and ARMYs are started to notice the difference in my voice. I decided to change my hair and cut it short. We decided to do a V Live.
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We sat down. I was nervous. We talked for a little bit and I looked at some comments.
DiDi, you look so good with short hair.
I smiled.
DiDi, did your voice change?
I pouted. After a while, Namjoon said something.
"So, DiDi wants to say something important." I was in the middle of them and I sighed.
"As some of you know my voice changed. I cut my hair also." I took a deep breath. I shed a tear.
"I-i know some of yall won't accept me but I can't and I just want to say that I'm coming out as transgender. My pronouns are he/him. I'm not a girl. I've kept this a secret for a year from you guys but the boys found out a few months ago in Chicago. I took medications a few months ago. I'm not going to be Kang Adina anymore. My new name is Kang Marek. I'm stage name is no longer going to be DiDi. It's going to be Mark." I said while wiping my tears. I looked at the comments.
We appreciate you telling us this and trusting us. We purple you💜
We are happy for you, Mark!!
It's okay, hyung. We support you.
I was so happy for those comments. I saw mean comments but to know that they still support me is amazing. We talked for a little bit.
Mark oppa, when are getting surgery done?
"I don't know to be honest. I would have to take a couple months off to recover. I will have to see but I'm just nervous." I said.
Don't worry. We will be by your side through everything.
"I'm so happy most of you guys support me. You have no idea how nervous I was because I knew some won't support me. I told the boys to use noona in front of ARMYs even though I went by hyung but I wasn't ready and now I am. Sooner or later, you would have found out if I got taller or my voice got deeper. Even changes in my body, so I chose now to tell you guys."
