Love Yourself: Adina

◇Panic Attack◇

Today, me and Jin are at college. We were walking when the announcements went on.

"THIS IS NOT A DRILL! I REPEAT THIS IS NOT A DRILL! THERE IS AN ARMED CIVILIAN! PLEASE FIND A SAFE PLACE TO HIDE!"

My eyes widened. We heard scream and Jin grabbed my hand. We ran and he stopped.

"We need to get in this locker." Jin said.

"No Jin I ca-" He grabbed me and we were in the locker tightly together.

"Seokjin-ah, I don't do good with-" I heard sounds. He covered my mouth. We were facing each other. I was having an even more problem with breathing. I looked to see the guy with a gun. AR-15 to be exact. My eyes widened. Tears started streaming down. He started walking and Jin uncovered my mouth. We heards screams then a few gunshots. Jin hugged me tight.

"I-i don't want to die Seokjinie." I was trembling and so was he. He heard footsteps and I looked at the slits to see him. I covered my mouth. All of a sudden I seen a bullet go through his shoulder and another one through his head. I yelped and started crying more. The police came and picked him up.

"He was found and killed. College is canceled for a week. Please go home." We got out and Jin was holding my arm.

"Noona! Hyung!" We heard. We looked to see our members. I seen the blood on the floor from the guy.

"Ma'am. Sir." A detective came to us.

"We were in this locker when we seen the guy get killed." Jin said. My head was spinning and the smell of the fresh blood made me nauseous.

"Well be careful of stepping over this line."

"Of course sir." Jin said. We walked to them and they hugged us.

"Noona, are you okay?" I looked at them and couldn't speak. My breathing was still bad. I fell but someone caught me. It was Namjoon. My panic attack didn't go away. They started running while I was holding onto Namjoon. We got to BigHit.

Boy's POV

A few staff came up and started taking her shirt off to make her breath. They put cold rags on her. Jimin and Yoongi went to her.

"Noona, you're okay." Jimin said.

"We're back at bighit." Yoongi said. Her eyes kept fluttering open. She soon calmed down. She sat up while they gave her a t-shirt. She put it on.

"Noona?" Jin asked.

"Yes."

"Do you have a fear of closed spaces?" He asked.

"Yes. That's why I was trying to find somewhere else to hide." She said. We looked at Jin and he pouted looking down.

"I caused your panic attack." He said.

"It's okay Seokjin-ah. You didn't know about my fear. We were also put in a life or death situation." She tried reassuring him. She got up and went to him.

"If we didn't go into a locker, you wouldn't have had a panic attack. You would have been breathing fine. But because I forced you to go in with me. You looked scared to go inside the locker and it was my fault." He started tearing up. We became sad. She held his face.

"Look at me please." He slowly looked at her.

"You didn't know. Do not blame yourself. It's my job as the oldest to take care of you guys. I know this has bothered you since we left college. Please Seokjinie, don't let it bother you. I'm okay now. See." She smiled.

"Let's have lunch together." She turned to us and smiled. We nodded.

"Group hug." She said. We all hugged together.