Saying goodbye.

fuck.

fuck fuck fuck.

Why him.

It should of been me.

Fuck whichever deity or god or goddess i dont give a fuck anymore that decided it was just FINE TO TAKE THE ONLY FATHER FIGURE I'VE EVER FUCKING KNOWN.

Man.Fuck cancer.Fuck living.Im so sick and tired.

I haven't been able to say shit because I'm scared of hurting my friends.

But guys, I've been making myself throw up EVERYTHING I eat.

The whole nine.

Gagging myself,vomiting,feeling guilty,washing it out,going and doing it AGAIN.

But hey.I can't tell anyone,because what if I trigger them?

Or they think im faking?

Or even worse what if they tell me that they hate me.

Man,I just want Technoblade back.

FUCK YOU.FUCK YOU FOR LEAVING US.

But thank you for helping us.

I feel bad but yeah, I'm mad he left,i know why he didn't tell us it was that bad,but,i wish he had sooner.

Then I could cherish the short time we had with him more.

I'm considering killing myself.

FP,Out.