The dell smp / dream smp

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TW: SUICIDE

disclaimer: this is the start of our lore, this chapter will be mostly a joke as we did not actually know we were gonna start doing lore and not all of the words are accurate, i'm just trying to make it sound like it's not a block game and trying to make the words sound better

"D-Dweam..." Toast stuttered, giggling.

"Yes toast?" Dream replied

A sigh was heard from Toast before they continued, "I have to confess something."

Dream hummed in acknowledgment, "I-I-I-I wove you" Toast stuttered out again.

They both burst into laughter. "I don't love you back." Dream replied harshly, still smirking.

"O-O-Okay..." Toast responded, tears developed in their eyes, trying to seem as real as possible while trying not to laugh.

TOAST POV:

Tears started to come into my eyes, making my vision hazy. I had a pit in my throat, holding it back as it was a burst of laughter waiting to be let out.

I walked away. I walked over to the edge of the walk way near Tommy's house, well, Tommy's old house as I actually claimed that house so I have no idea where he actually lives.

I stared down at the ground far away from me. It was really high up. So many thoughts flooded into my mind saying:

do it

do it Toast

you're doing everyone a favor

no one even wanted you to join 

no one would mind if you did it, no one even knows who you are
therefore they don't care

just do it

While the other side of me, but with less thoughts of positivity thought:

Toast don't do it.

It's your first day on the SMP.

The negative thoughts won. There were few good thoughts and many more negative. I stepped forward and let myself fall peacefully. I opened my eyes a bit and saw Dream looking at me in horror, I shot him a small smile, showing him that it was probably for the better. The wind that was blowing from the rapid speed of falling was blowing my fluffy, soft white hair, and before I knew it

Everything went black.

I don't know how long I was out for but I'm guessing it was a pretty long time. Some how, I don't know how, but I..survived?

I opened my eyes slowly, the bright light flooding into my head, making me close my eyes again. There was a soft ringing in my ears. My head was pounding. My whole body was aching.

I tried opening my eyes again and it was much better opening my eyes than my first time. I heard foot steps rushing over, i'm guessing someone heard me moving around.

"Oh my god! Thank goodness your awake! I thought you wouldn't make it!" A soft, kind voice exclaimed in relief.

I sat up quickly but later falling back down since my body couldn't quite handle sudden movement yet.

NIKI POV:

"Hey, don't rush it." I said, walking over to them. I placed an arm on their shoulder and took a seat next to them.

"Who the hell are you??" I heard them say.

I was taken aback, I mean I just practically saved them after all, no need to be rude.