Secrets & Lies

Part 7

He smiled and slid over to me , wanted to kiss me. I reached for the blanket next to me , I got up and wrapped it around my naked body.

„Babygirl! What... what are you doing?" Jimin in the same posture looking confused at me.

„It's over Jimin!" my heart was beating madly against my chest. Tears welled up I swallowed that lump in my throat.

„What's going on, Joy!wha... what's going on? What are you talking about?"

I bit my lips and closed my eyes. Tears running down my face.

„You Are free. Now you can fuck whoever you want backstage in your room!"

He got up , grabbed his Jeans quickly put them on. I just stood there and tried to keep my composure.

„Babygirl I ...!" he came over to me ,wanted to hug me. But I turned around and went into the bathroom and locked up.

„Joy .. please.. I never...!" Jimin knocked on the door.

„Don't Jimin! Don't try to lie to me..!" my voice trembled and I started sobbing.

Silence for a brief Moment. I could hear him breathing behind the Door.

„Joy!" there it was again, that soothing voice I've hated so much about him lately. „ come out..please!"

„Pack your things. It's over. I'm done with you."

„Babygirl, no,please. I love you,you are everything to me!"

„"you love me that much that you cheat on me?"
„When have I ever cheated on you?"

My sadness turned into anger. I got up from this cold tile of the bathroom, opened the door and at the same moment I pushed Jimin aside.

„I saw you backstage with her. I came , because I wanted to surprise you." I went into the best and pulled some clothes out of the closet and pulled them on.

„Baby when? When?" Jimin stalked me around the room , trying to grab after my arm. Until he managed to. He pulled me close and we both looked at each other. I could saw tears in his eyes.

„Babygirl, when..?" he whispered.

„The Day you met my new Boss at the office." I whispered back.

He bowed his head.

„I'm sorry! he mumbled „ I am so sorry!"

„How many times Jimin?" I sobbed, I felt sick and I just wanted to hate him. But I couldn't. I had my own little secret after all.

„Babygirl..!"

„Don't ever call me Babygirl again. I asked you, how many times?!" I watched him gulp. He couldn't even look me in the eyes. He couldn't answer my question.

„That many times?" now I let my tears run free.
„Four years Jimin! We've been together for four fucking years. I gave up everything for you. Even my parents. Just to be with you. Because... I loved you!" I cried .
„ I fought for us until my father accepted you. Am I worth that much to you?"

I burst into tears. I had not talked to my parents for almost one whole year, because they didn't accept Jimin. My father said that Jimin is a dreamer with no future. They always wanted someone for me who could provide for me, who was better off financially. If they found what Jimin had done , they would hate him even more than before.

„I love you Joy! More than anything! I am sorry!" he let go of my arm . Wiped away the the tears from his Face.

„Your parent's are right. I am a loser. You deserve better. I'm leaving. But I swear one thing. I will fight for you. I don't accept this break here. I'll just give you the Tine you need....!"

He packed up a few things. I couldn't move. I cried the whole damn time. Was I better than him? Was I supposed to tell him what happened at Tae's Apartment? Suddenly I felt sorry for Jinin but my pride and because he hurt me so much , I let him go.

Before he left he hugged me, kissed my forehead and said:

„I will prove to you that we belong together. I love you Babygirl. Wait for me!" then he left.

...........
I spent the next few days either crying in our bed or stuffing myself with tons of chips and chocolate. Crying, of course. I know I said that.

Jimin called me every single minute. He wrote so many text messages that I left unopened. I searched for mistakes on my part. Maybe I didn't give him what he really needed or something. Was it not enough Sex with me. How many times had he cheated on me? Was it always the same person or were there several? The thought drove me crazy and I pulled me deeper into my Heartbreak.

I had been away from the office for a few days. I didn't want to run into Tae at all. I was embarrassed about what happened at the club.

Why did I have to come up with such a damn stupid idea? My phone wouldn't stay silent. It rang all the time. Why won't he leave me alone. I don't want to and talk to him.

Then suddenly my doorbell rang.

I just stayed in bed, because I knew it was Jimin. But why didn't he use the door code? I hadn't changed it yet? But then someone banged at the door.

„Joy?..Joy???Are you okay?"

„Jaejin?" I whispered, crawling out of my safe Spot. I looked at the security cameras we installed as we moved into this Apartment.

Jaejin knocked continuously..

„Joy , come on open up! I'm worried .. you haven't shown up in days!"

I tugged at my pajamas and brushed the drooping strands from my face., wiped my tears of my cheeks and opened the door.

He smiled again, just as tense as the day he lured me into the meeting room with Tae.

„I didn't know why I let him do all this to me?!" he stammered so quickly.

„Joy I swear he cursed me. He made me..!"

„Jaejin what are you talking about?"

„Gosh Baby you really look horrible! What happened?"

„Jaejin what do You want? If you wanna talk, come in!" I turned around, went back to my bed and pulled the covers over my head. I heard Jaejin walk up behind me.

„Tell Mister Kim Idiot Taehyung I'll quit. Jaejin I messed up so bad!"

Jaejin said nothing. I noticed how he sat at the edge of the bed and put his hand on my back. I sobbed and he patted me.

„Jimin... I kicked him out. Jaejin, I don't want to work at the office anymore. I can't cross that Mister Idiot. I have everything.... oh fuck.. i am so stupid."

„You mean the thing at the club to lure your Boyfriend into that room, to get back at him?"

My heart stopped beating, I couldn't breathe, my adrenaline rush lap over home stretch. He pulled the blanket off my head back.

„Hi Sweetheart!" and kissed my cheek.

I pulled the blanket over me as fast as I could and started crying like a little baby. But he just laughed.

„Gosh.... Why are you here?" I sniffed from under my covers,barely catching my breath.

„Ideas worried about you. I had sit through the meeting for this Hotel project without you!"

„What did you done to our poor Jaejin?"

„Forced hun to come with me, you never would have opened the door for me!"

„And what if Jinin had been here?"

„I am your Boss and you didn't showed up for work! Come on Sweetheart, get it together. What happened?"

Why he didn't sound like this dominant guy I knew?

„Come on, get up, take a shower, make yourself pretty and we'll both go get something to eat , hmmm?"

I pulled down the blanket to my nose and squinted at him.

„Why?"

He winked and said :

„Ian your friend not your Enemy!"