Secrets & Lies

Part 12

We arrived at a small Hotel on Jeju Island. We checked in and went to our room Taehyung had booked for us at the last minute before we left Seoul.

It was not a luxurious one. A very simple one. I liked it . We had view over the sea, a small bathroom and a big bed. Opposite the bed there was a desk.

„ If you want a luxury one we can check out right now." he hugged me from behind and kissed my cheek.

„No! No , it's perfect!" and I turned around in his embrace and my arms slid around his neck. We just looked at each other and smiled.

„Just a few Days. You and me!" he whispered.

„Thanks Tae!"

„I'm happy you are here with me!"

„Is there anything we can eat? I'm starving!" I had barely eaten all day long and I felt a bit sick again.

„Right away!" and he ordered us some things to eat. It didn't take long and everything was brought to our Hotelroom.

It was so sweet how he took care of everything. He even helped the room service set the table for both of us.

Tae had ordered queer through the menu. A lot of Food was right in front of me, but I ate just a little bit of it. We talked , laughed . I sighed and put my chopsticks aside.

„What's wrong ä?" he asked me.

I lowered my head.

„Tae, can I asked you something and get a honest answer?"

„Of course!" he also put his chopsticks aside and looked at me.

I took a deep breath for a moment. I really wanted to know. Wanted to know what his view was? Why he had done it. This thing still tormented me.

I took a deep breath.

„Our first night..!" I stopped for a moment. „... after we..!" I looked at him. His eyes glued on mine.

„Why did you send me home right after we did it?!" he scrunched his eyebrows and nodded.

„Okay!" he muttered. „Joy .. I was.. scared!"

„Scared for what?"

„ Scared of my feelings for you. I didn't want let my feelings in the beginning. I never thought you would really come to my place ..! Then you were suddenly in front of me and everything went out of control. I went out of control. I thought, if I hurt you then you would hate me and I could get rid of my feelings for you!"

I let out a puff laugh . „ Yes , I climbed right onto your lap!"

„Why?" he asked. „Why ? You have... I mean you had Jimin!?"

If I tell him because my boyfriend cheated on me and I just wanted revenge, how would he react? Cheating against Cheating? He would definitely think I had only used him. So I decided to say nothing.

„Because you wanted it. An apologize!" I mumbled.

Suddenly my phone buzzed. I saw Jimin's number on the display and heaved a deep sigh.

„What do you want Jimin?" I was right away annoyed.

„I just got home and you're not here!" his voice sounded angry

„I don't have to tell you where I'm going!"

„Where the fuck are you!!!" he yelled at me through the phone.

„Jimin we Are not a Couple anymore!" I looked at Tae who was sitting on his chair and watched me. „Get this through your head!"

„You broke with me !! It's not over for me! So where are you?"