Harry's POV
"Look who's sneaking in now." Gabby says with a laugh as I struggle getting myself and my arms full of groceries in the door.
"Ahh yes the walk of shame from the grocery store" I sigh sarcastically setting everything on the counter "Speaking of the walk of shame, where the hell have you been all weekend? I haven't seen you since the carnival."
"I was with Niall..." She replies nonchalantly letting out a giggle when I stopped putting away groceries and ran over to my bed
"Details!" I yell at her as I sit criss-cross in front of her
"No! I'm not giving you details that's weird!" She says shoving me
"No, no, no!" I yelled laughing at her "I didn't get details from the first night you and Niall hung out because Zayn interrupted us, so now you have to give me some details."
"Harry I'm not giving you full blown details about mine and Niall's sex life" She says this more serious this time
"Ughhh" I groan annoyed "Okay not full details, just a little sprinkle." We both laugh as I make a sprinkle motion with my hand to emphasize the sprinkle part.
"Okay just a sprinkle..." She agrees and I let out an excited squeal "So, after you and Louis disappeared Liam and Zayn decided they wanted to go ride some rides, just the two of them, and Niall decided he wanted to do all the cringy shit people do at Carnivals." I laugh at that because Gabby hates all the cringey couples shit and never lets anyone forget it, so just the thought of Niall dragging her around making her do the things she claims to hate so much is hilarious.
"Did Niall really convince you to do cringey couples shit like win you a bear and kiss you at the top of the ferris wheel?" I question with a gasp
"Oh we did more than kiss at the top of the ferris wheel..." She says this so quietly I wouldn't have heard it if I wasn't looking directly at her
"Oh my god, you're kidding right?" she shakes her head covering her face with a giggle
"Well, okay, we planned on just kissing at the top but then umm the workers had to stop the ride and me and Niall were stuck at the top. And honestly what else were we supposed to do?" She questions sarcastically
"You could have just enjoyed the view or got to know each other more." I answer with a shocked laugh
"We know each other quite well Harry, believe me." She says with a wink
"I meant to get to know each other more than on a sexual level." I reply more serious this time
"I know what you meant Harold and yes we do know each other more than just on a sexual level but you didn't ask for those details so shut up and let me finish my story." I laughed at that and nodded for her to continue "So like I was saying we had nothing else to do, or at least that's what we thought, so we started making out and then he got a little touchy..." She stops at that waiting for my reaction
"That's it? That's all you're going to tell me?" I ask disappointed
"You asked for a sprinkle of details Harold, that means a little bit, I'm not going to give you a play by play of how Niall fingered me on the ferris wheel." After she says this we both stop and stare at each other shocked at the words that just tumbled out of her mouth before we both burst out laughing.
Louis POV
"I want to see Harry." I say with a pout, throwing my phone on the table
"Yeah and I want to see Gabby but yet here I am hanging out with you." Niall says never looking away from the game he was playing on the TV
"I didn't ask you to stay here and hang out with me and at least you can message her, I don't even have H's number." I reply throwing a pillow at him
"What the fuck mate!" He yells throwing the pillow back at me with a laugh. This starts a pillow fight between the two of us.
"What the hell are you two doing in here?" Liam questions as him and Zayn make their way out of Liam's room. "It sounds like there's an actual war going on."
"It is a real war..." I say, out of breath, looking down at niall before I hit him with a pillow one last time
"What are you all doing for spring break?" Zayn questions, saving me from Niall who's about to hit me again
"I actually forgot about it." Niall mumbles dropping his pillow
"We should all do something, like us Gabby and Harry, seeing that the last time we all tried to hang out as a group was kinda...."
"Ruined" I finish the sentence for Liam, knowing that's exactly what he was thinking but is too nice to actually say. He doesn't say anything after that he just puts his head down almost like he was upset with himself for even thinking that I ruined that day. But I don't hold it against him because that's exactly what happened, we all just wanted to get to know each other more and have a fun night as a group and I had to fuck it up. Well I didn't fuck it up entirely, Eleanor had a part in it too.
"Well I think all of us spending the break together is a wonderful idea." Zayn says, wrapping an arm around Liam and giving him a wink when they look at each other. Their relationship was weird to me at first, because obviously I was always taught being gay is a sin, but me and Liam sat down and he explained everything to me. What he was thinking, his feelings, how it all started, and I was still iffy about it all until he told me his fears about it all as well. I was his fear, I was the reason that it took him so long to come to terms with the fact that he's Bi, the reason that he almost didn't get the chance to love and be in love. And that destroyed me because that's when I realised that I was just like my parents and the people that I had once called my friends. I was just like the people who made me hate who I was and took away my chance at love.
"So what should we do?" Niall asks breaking me out of my thoughts "Ooh, I want to swim, we should go somewhere with like a lake or something."
"You just want to be able to see Gabby in a bikini everyday." I laugh, shoving him slightly
"No! ...Well maybe.." He's blushing now, shaking his head with a laugh
"That's actually a great idea." Liam adds
"What, seeing Gabby in a bikini everyday?" Zayn questions sarcastically, making me and Niall laugh when a blush covers Liam's face as well
"No, I mean like, ughh...you know what I meant." Liam stutters anxiously as the rest of us continue to laugh
"No, I definitely agree, going to the lake sounds great. We should find a cabin we can stay in so we can spend the whole break there." I suggest taking the attention away from a very embarrassed Liam. They all agree and we decide to invite Harry and Gabby over so we can discuss details.
"I can't wait for spring break now." Niall says excitedly
"Niall 5 minutes ago you didn't even know that spring break was coming up." Zayn points out as he stirs some ingredients into a bowl for dinner
"Yeah but that was before we decided to go to a cabin near a lake where we can drink, party, skinny dip, most importantly have sex..." Niall responds counting everything out on his fingers and winking at me when he got to the sex part. And that's when the anxiety kicks in, what if Harry wants to have sex? I honestly haven't even thought about what will happen when me and him have sex for the first time, but I'm definitely thinking about it now. Has he ever had sex with another guy? What if he's never had sex with anyone? Who will initiate it? Who will top? Do I need to pack condoms? Should I pack lube too? What will it feel like? Should I do some research before we go? What the fuck am I supposed to do?
I'm panicking now and I get up to go to my room to hopefully get myself back under control when there's a knock on the door. I think about just ignoring it and letting someone else open the door but then I remember that Harry is on the other side of it. I run to the door and fling it open, Gabby's standing in front, but I can still see Harry standing behind her. When his eyes meet mine I can feel the panic melt away because all that matters is Harry. There's nothing running through my mind now just
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You're My Favorite Maybe (Larry Stylinson)
RomanceLouis Tomlinson and Harry Styles hate each other but that wasn't always the case. At one point in time they might have even loved one another. However, that changed all at once as they saw their lives crumble at their feet. Will they ever get that...
