chapter 3

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**a few days later**

-f:A new day at school, only that today there are no classes where we should actually continue the work....I was a little worried because Minho will certainly be angry that we or rather I...can't finish it... ..and at home I would never manage to study because I already take care of the household but I can't just tell him that.....
i went to class even more anxious than usual because i didn't know how he would react or what he would say....nevertheless i plucked up the courage and waited at his place until he entered the room....

-m:i chatted briefly with a couple of friends and then went to class....when i looked at my place this weird guy was standing there....i couldn't just send him away because he does everything after all so i went to him and talked to him... "What do you want from me.?"
I looked at him a bit annoyed and had the feeling that I would throw up quickly because he stank more and more every day as if he had never showered.....

-f:"I just wanted to say that today's class is canceled and I can't finish it because I need you for it minho..."
I scratch the back of my head nervously as I saw how angry he clenched his fist but he still smiled calmly at me which made me more insecure.....
"I can-"
I was about to talk when he just cut me off and grinned evilly at me...

-m:I was so angry that I could hardly contain myself, but I knew he had something to hide, so I just asked him
"if it's so important to you why don't we do it together at your house"
I saw how he looked at me in shock and immediately took a step back and nervously played with his shirt, which was already completely broken....

-f: I barely knew what to say when he asked me that so I just answer like that...
"t that's not a good idea why l don't we learn it from you.....it's not so nice with me"
I didn't even listen to myself and only then realized what I was asking and I panicked a bit....it's completely crazy to ask the most popular student if I can go to his house....especially because he doesn't like me. ...or I'll embarrass him.....

-m: i laughed a bit this time as it was pathetic how panicked he was getting thinking i would totally freak out and possibly hit him but i didn't... i looked deep and cold into his eyes and answered straight away...
"Don't imagine that we're friends, but we should have a drink before we work and go to my place....and you can't say no, we'll meet up at 7 p.m. at the bar."
I said it with a very serious face and saw how scared the beads of sweat dripped from his forehead...

-f:" y yes i will be on time m minho"
i quickly went to my seat without looking at him again...the class started but i couldn't think of anything else because thinking about being with him was stressing me out so i started drawing in my journal again a little and a little to write...

*felix diary*

I want to meet someone who loves the same way i does because i hate myself so much,i need you.
~lee felix

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