My Secret Love...

chapter- 53

"And he broke my heart once again...."

First time unknowingly and this time knowingly...maybe...

Sana closed her diary feeling suffocated... her eyes bulged after crying a lot...

Now she can't even argue with her mother ...for her mom it's all over...she is happy as she got what she aimed...

But she Couldn't accept that ..her love for him...and his love which she saw clearly in his eyes ... everything was real ...

And today the way their proximity reached another level...it's all real ...then he didn't he take a stand for their relationship?...

This question was killing her ...He just confessed...He also promised ...but he chose to remain silent when she needed him the most ...
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"Smita tum pagal ho gayi ho....aise kaise rishta teh kar sakti ho...Sana abhi bhi bachchi hai...aur padhai baaki hai...kya zarurat hai ye sab karne ki"

Smita ji looked her husband who was shouting at her...

"Main jo kar rahi hun uski bhalay ke liye kar rahi hun...ladka acha hai...toh abhi shaadi karne mein kya fark padta hai...vaise bhi shaadi toh karna padega kabhi na kabhi toh..."

Sana's dad glared at her...he was very much confused with her behaviour too ...

"Sana humari eklauti bachchi hai... jaldbaazi mein kuch mat karna...main dekh kar chup nahi rahunga"

He warned her...

"Eklauti bacchi hai isliye kar rahi hun .. aur ye na karne se hi uske zindagi barbaad hogi..."

She shouted at him and walked from there...

Sana held her head...as she was so down with all the chaos going around her...

She was ready to fight with her mom for her love...but after seeing his reaction she couldn't speak anything more...now she was totally broken...

"Mummy...main aapko chod kahi bhaag nahi jaaungi... please ye sab band kar do..."

Sana said with a broken voice...looking at her mom who was busy with some phone calls...

Her mom just looked her..

"Aise mere future barbaad kar ke kya mil raha hai aapko?.."..

Her mom came to her...

"Kyunki mujhe tujh par barosa nahi hai..aur main tum dono ki rishte ko kabhi nahi maan sakti..."

She said angrily...

"Aur...aaj kal uss par bhi bharosa nahi hai"

She murmured thinking confusedly indicating Sid...

Sana sighed with disbelief...He is not even ready to initiate a talk about their relationship or take a stand for that...

But her heart was not willing to give up...

Even if he want their relationship to stay the same...away from others eyes.. she was ready for that...but she could never ever think of some other man at his place...

But his silence was killing her...

Her home was messed up completely...her mom and dad were fighting with eachother...while Sana fighting with her own feelings and confusions...

She was not at all scared of the marriage proposal she knew she can handle that as her dad is broad minded and don't rush up like her mom...but Sid's silence and his decisions were scaring her to hell...

It has been a day

Everytime she walked into his home even after him shouting her , angry at her...she never backed off except the time she was scared of causing something to Pari...