Thats where ill start, we used to be friends and i couldn't have ever asked for a better friend, she was family. I was supposed to be her kid in lore, she replaced me.
She, she replaced me.
She forgot about me and replaced me, with some idiot, do they even know who she is!? Do they even know what she put me through!?
Im so heartbroken, everything we did together, everything we helped with together, we helped each other, we comforted each other when we needed it. We laughed, smiled, cried together.
I had fun when i was with her.
I only say me because, who knows if i really made her feel all those things. What if i just made her ,, afraid of me? This whole time? Scared? Worried to talk with me? Afraid of what will come out?
She seemed so, she never seemed to like talking to me. And i only scared her off. Like everyone else.
I wish i could just apologize to her but she cut contact with me on everything, i have nowhere to tell her I'm sorry.
Not that she would care considering she replaced me with some bastard who looks like he cant fend for himself, or maybe I'm just beyond furious.
I hate that rat boy, and I've never even met him, what if she just got rid of me because she wanted him instead? What if she got rid of me because her stupid fucking wifey husband thing? What if she got rid of me because she thought i was onto something? Its all what if's.
I despise him, maybe HE told HER to dump me from HER life so HE could have all of the LUXURY from her.
Im sick of this shit. I wanna know the real reason.
She lied, i know she did.
No matter how much hatred i have for her, i still miss her, hell, i call her ex-mom.
Maybe she was just using me for practice, for this dumb twat known as Zyrisias or whatever the fuck.
I was supposed to be her child! Not him!
I was the one she was supposed to admire! I was the one who was meant to be hers!
I was never onto anything! I just wanted to feel loved like a real kid, because I'm the one who didn't get enough! Who does she care about more!? The one who's deprived of motherly attention and love or the one who probably said he'll be the replacement because he wanted luxury of being Admin's stupid fucking kid!?
Am i not good enough?
