Istg, i wish i wasnt so anxious. I made 2 new friends a few days back and whenever i say something i get so fucking freaked out.
It pisses me off, i just wanna be a good friend but i cant because im so socially insecure and end up word vomiting when i gain enough confidence to speak and then everything goes wrong. Why am i fucking like this? Why did i have to have this feeling of anxiousness every time I talk all of a sudden? This was never an issue before, why is it now?
I hate it.
