LONELY | TaeJin [✓]

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tae's pov

"–can we like before? before you becoming my boyfriend. when you were my friend. you know, we're working in a same circle and i'm basically your make up artist, we have to face eachother daily and it's hard to behave like a stranger with you. beside, i miss my old friend." the anger inside of me raised when i heard him.

"friend? a friend who disappeared from my life? i know, before my boyfriend you were my friend but what you did? you disappeared from my life. do you know when i came back from america, i went to your old home, only to know you don't live there.

even you shut yourself down from me after our breakup. you know, you're not the only one who was heart broken that day.

i was heartbroken too, leaving you behind was so hard for me. but, i need to become someone, a carrier is needed to form for my future, our future. i thought, when i came back from america, i'll makeup it up to you, we'll marry eachother but you disappeared.

in these years, i'm living remembering your memories, missing you, feeling lonely everyday. you didn't waited for me for three years seokjin, just three years to form my carrier but you sounded like i'm going for so long."

a sad chuckled left from my lip's as i pours my whole heart to jin. i felt revile now, maybe this talks and this closure i need in my life.

maybe now, i can move on.

"tae, i realized that. but than was too late. i already got into another relationship. i knew, i should atleast try to wait for you but i didn't did that. i didn't knew what i was doing that time. when i realized after seeing you in the television, i was already engaged to haewon. haewon loves me so much and so do i. that's why i didn't contact you back, i thought by than you had moved on." jin says and i laugh again. i can't blame jin too.

it's isn't anyone fault. it's destiny play.

"friend's again?"

i extend the hands towards jin, who was shock but quickly handshake with me.

i'm ready to forgot everything and forgive him.

"yes friend again." jin smiled at him.

letting you go is hard but now, i understand you were never mine. i should had moved on from you a long time ago, but maybe i was waiting for a confrontation/ a closure.

from now on, there is no pain, no missing someone, not lonely anymore.

because from now on, i'm going to find my missing piece.

for everyone there is someone, and i'm going to find that someone of mine.

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