LONELY | TaeJin [✓]

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tae's pov

big tears dripping from my eyes as i hold yoongi's left hand in between my both palms.

"p–promise b–babe." he whispered in pain voice but i shook my head.

i can't promise him that...

"n–no, i can't. you're not leaving me baby. this was supposed to be our wedding day."

i cried hard remembering how our wedding day turned into a saddest day of my life.

yoongi was supposed to be on honeymoon with me instead he's in hospital bed with tubes attached to his injured body because of an accident.

"you know i'm not going to survive, so please tae, be with jin. he's carrying our baby now. i know jin will be good parent for our baby, so please marry him once i'm gone." he cried out and i fall my heart shatter again.

it's true, jin is carrying our baby. the baby which yoongi was carrying is now in jin womb. y/n is injured too, while only male with womb are jin and yoongi, and my yoongi can't carry our baby anymore so jin offered he'll become our surrogate.

so baby is now transferred into jin's womb.

"no i wouldn't marry him and you're not leaving me." i clutched on his hand more tighter. i don't want to lose him.

"please tae, don't make it hard for me baby. i don't have much time. please fullfil my last promise. i want you and our baby happy after i'm gone and i know jin is right choice." he cried out and groan in pain making me feel pain too. i can't see him like this.

"i promise you baby, please don't cry."

i wipes his tears away and he give a small and sad smile.

"thank you baby, and promise me one more thing." he said and i nodded my head.

"i know it's will be hard for you but please forget about me once i'm gone. tell our child about me once our baby will become an adult." i nodded my head as he smiled.

"and please love jin, not as friend but as lover, life partner. you'll marry him but i don't want him as my replacement, so please love him genuinely. you know, jin love you."

the thing yoongi is saying is hard for me to digest and fullfil. how can i love again when my love is dying here.

"what are you saying baby? jin loves me?" i know it's not right time to talk about it but i'm genuinely confused what he's blurting out when he's suffering from so much pain.

"yes, he loves you. i heard his conversation with his one of friend that's he still love you. when, he divorce the abusive haewon he realized how all along his heart was still beating for you. but, he didn't acknowledge it past years because he was dependent on haewon. haewon was there, when you left him so he named the safe and comfortable feeling with haewon as a love but now when haewon is not in the picture, he realized he still love you. his heart still beat for you. so please when i'm gone, love him genuinely. he's your first love after all, it's not hard to fall in love again."

and that was the last words of my lover, my yoongi.

he thinks it's easy for me to forgot him, it's easy for me to love someone else again than he's so wrong. it's so hard for me to live without him.

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