LONELY | TaeJin [✓]

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tae's pov

i stand infront of my balcony, staring at dark night illuminating with city light.

i take the cigarette in between my lips, taking a lungs full of it's smoke before releasing it with a sigh.

my mind went back to incident in washroom.

he didn't changed still but something is different, maybe he looks more beautiful now.

after all everything changed now and now it's not the same anymore.

he was mine once but not anymore.

even the things is changed now but i wish it didn't changed and he was mine.

ten years ago–

he was mine, mine boyfriend kim seokjin.

but now i'm a mere stranger for him– and for me, he was and still my lover, my boyfriend.

"babe, come to the bed." my thoughts broken by the husky voice and i turned around with a smirk.

sometimes, getting laid is better– it helps to forgot our problems, our sadness and particular him but only for few hours but still i wants to forgot him. i don't want to spend my whole night/day endorsing in his memories.

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