Heart Crushing Step// N.H

"Then why are you mad?"

*Lexi's Part Of View*

Kian, Nolie, and I went back to Harry's house because I had just a little more things left. When I stepped through the door Anne was crying on the couch. I told Kian and Magnolia to go upstairs while I talk to Anne.

"Hey.." I said sitting down next to her.

"Hey, Lexi." She said in between sobs.

"I just wanted Harry to go on to tour without everything going crazy and because Niall will be sad that you won't go on tour with them again and I just wanted a normal life without you being in a different family, I'm sorry for not being there for you. I'm really sorry."

She said trying to go in for a hug. I just sat the still shocked because of what she just said. I finally hugged back. I got up and went to my room. 

I walked to Gemma's room seeing her crying on her bed. "Gemma?"I asked walking to her bed. "Lexi?! Oh my gosh I thought you would never come back!" she said jumping from the bed hugging me.

"I just came to get my stuff, I am leaving though." I said looking at her. 

"Please Lexi, don't leave, I want you to stay please!!" she said holding my arm.

 "Gemma I'm sorry I have to go I'm not your sister." We were both crying while we hugged each other. I finally told her I had to leave and then I headed to Harry's room.

He sat there looking at the wall, his hair was messed up and he had dark circle under his eyes also. "Are-um-you okay?" I asked sitting down In front of him. "Yeah, just confused." He said wiping his hands over his face.

"Have you told Niall yet?" I asked trying to make eye contact. 

"Not yet." He said trying to not look at me.

"Harry please, promise me you won't forget me." I said holding his hand. 

"I don't know Lexi, since your not related to me anymore I really don't know if management will let us keep in touch." I let go of his hand and got up

I left that night and me and Kian set up my room in the 3rd guest room. I put all my stuff up and stayed in my new room the rest of the night texting Nash. I haven't told him about the sister thing.

I just haven't told anyone really just Nolie. Then I got a call from Niall.

"Hey, Nialler what's up?"

"Lexi, don't play games I saw the pictures of you and Kian holding hands today."

"Niall I can explain-"

"You don't need to explain anything really, Harry told me a couple of minutes ago.'

"Oh."

"Then why are you mad?" I asked

"Probably because YOU my girlfriend- Well I actually forgot why I was mad- Oh yeah- probably because you didn't tell me first."

"I'm sorry I haven't been really wondering about telling anyone but I'm sorry okay."

"Okay, sorry for snapping at you, I love you."

I gasped it first time he told me he loved me, "I love you too."

We hung up and then I fell asleep.