Heart Crushing Step// N.H

"Are we twins?"

*Lexi's Part Of View*

As I bursted into the room Gemma and Harry looked at me like I was a ghost.

"Um, Lexi don't get mad we have to talk about this to mom okay we will explain." Harry said holding his hands up trying to make me calm down and not start crying.

It didn't work I bursted into tears running into my room slamming the door and remembering all the great moments with this family

*FLASHBACK*

"Mom where are we going again?" I was 5yrs old and the whole family was in the car. 

"The amusement park honey it will have a lot of games and rides." My mom says while trying to get my car seat to buckle. As Harry and me started to listen to some songs he started to jam out to Michael Jackson. 

Next thing you know everyone started to sing. After the song ended me and Gemma started laughing. When we arrived Harry ran to the ticket both jumping up and down telling us to hurry. The rest of the day we laughed and enjoyed our time as a family.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I giggled at that memory as I was still in tears. Mom came in nervous and walked slowly to the edge of my bed to sit down.

"Sweetie - I mean- um Lexi- gosh I don't even know if I - never mind I'll just let Harry talk." I can't believe she refused to call me 'sweetie'! 

Then Harry walked in.

"Lexi, I am sorry, we should've told you earlier or when I found out." He looked at the grounded and fumbled with his hands.

His eyes had tears forming, I couldn't take it. I got up and hugged him both of us bawling our eyes out. I let go and he started speaking again.

"The reason why you aren't part of this family is because mom actually had an abortion and decided to just adopted a kid since they were already at the hospital. So know one knew about what she did so they didn't expect anything. Her and dad are the only people who knew about it. Then when I was 18 they told me....."

I looked at him with tears still forming again. I couldn't believe anything. Then he said something I couldn't believe at all.

"Your real family is actually, um, ah, I can't say but I have to, oh my gosh okay here it goes, it's Kian's family." My mouthed dropped.

Then I remember what people called me and him, what was it oh yeah, twins.

"Are we twins?" I asked still shocked.

"Yes, yes you guys are." 

That night I didn't get as much sleep.

Besides waking up with the family I got out of bed at 4:30am and packed all my things then took my car keys and drove to Kian's house.