Kim namjoon's baby mama

chapter 6

Y/n pov

It's been 5 weeks since the incident at namjoons work. Elijah has been having nightmares ever single night and he won't leave my side, not that I mind the last bit but I'm worried for him.

I talked to his pediatrician about it and he recommended a child therapist. But I don't know if that's the best decision right now.

Namjoon and the others keep calling and stopping by to see the kids but Elijah refuses to talk them and hangs on your leg. When we tried a more forcefull method it backfired on us.

Jay thought we should have namjoon hold Elijah to let him know he's safe with him. But when namjoon tried to pull Elijah off of my leg he started freaking out.

Flashback to three weeks after the night issue

"Ding dong"I hear Jungkook yell from outside my door. I get up to let them in when I feel a little hand wrap itself around mine.

"Hey buddy, you ok?" I ask but all he does is nod as his grip tightens. "Yoohoo big summer blowout?" Hoseok yells from the door in a horrible accent. I see a slight smile form on Elijah's face but it's soon gone. 'at least it was something' I think to myself as I walk to the door with Elijah still gripping my hand.

I open the door and let the boys in. As soon as the boys enter Elijah let's go of my hand there is a moment of hope In everyone's eyes but that's soon washed away with sadness as he soon latches himself to my leg hiding from them.

Namjoon looks up at me with teary eyes I give him a pitiful look as he nods and wipes his eyes then crouches down to Elijah's level. "Hey buddy. I missed you so much. Did you miss me?" He asks holding his hand out for Elijah to grab. "No." Elijah says as he moves farther behind my legs.

Yoongi snorts a little in shock and jin hits the back of his head as tae and Jimin try not to laugh at the kids response. Namjoon looks shocked but then chuckles lightly. "I deserve that." He says rubbing the back of his neck. 

"Elijah look what your dad and uncle Jin bought you." Jin says exactly as he takes a stuffed elephant out of his bag. Elijah looks at it then up at you. You nod your head and give him a little nudge but he quickly shakes his head no and holds on tighter.

Jin sighs and hands the elephant to namjoon who hands it to me who hands it to Elijah. (👍)  Elijah takes it then drags me to the couch where Jay is holding rose. "Here ro it's from daddy and uncle Jin." Elijah mumbles as he hands her the elephant, she just giggles and bites it's nose.

Namjoon sighs and excuses himself to go to the bathroom. Once he's gone tae tries talking to Elijah. "Hey there's my favorite nephew." He says smiling his boxy smile. "I'm your only nephew." Elijah mumbles confused. Tae's smile falters a bit but he quickly covers it up and laughs.

"I'm gonna take rose and check on namjoon." Jay says and leaves with rose.  After a couple minutes namjoon walks out with rose in his arms and red puffy eyes. Jay rubs namjoons arm and gives him a sad smile while namjoon gives him a small smile.

I sit down on the couch and namjoon sits next to me as the others scatter around the small living room. Elijah instantly cuddles himself on my lap but being sure to stay away from namjoon as much as possible.

After a couple minutes of  sitting there talking Elijah and rose fall asleep. "Do you want to hold him now that he's asleep?" I ask but namjoon shakes his head. "No if he wakes up he'll hate me even more." He says as Jungkook steals rose from him.

"He doesn't hate you namjoon, he's young and he went through something no kid should have to. He's just scared." I say while I hold one of namjoons hands. "He doesn't feel safe around me. I'm supposed to protect them and I failed, I failed you, I failed him, and I failed myself. I failed as a dad." He says as he puts his head in his hands as tears roll down his cheeks.