My biggest secret

Jay (CONTIUED POV)

*2 months later*

Ever since the incident Diamond has been very distant

I started back in person school a few days ago

I was really excited to see Diamond but she's apart of the popular crowd now

I would try to talk or text her but she always busy

So I decided I would go next door and see I talked to her

Then the most popular stud Ray opened the door

She was wearing a sports bra and some nike shorts and nike slides

Oh how I hated this nigga she always got with girls just to fuck them and leave

What do you want nigga she asked

I sighed

I just wanted to talk to Diamond

Aye Bae some fat nigga wants to talk to you she yelled

Bae?

I thought to myself

She came running down the stairs

She was wearing a white robe

I guess they was fuckin before I got here

What is it bae Diamond yelled

Once she saw me she gasped

Ray can you give us a minute

Aight, she said

She kissed Diamond on the cheek making her blush

She mugged me as she walked back in the house

Jay what are you doing here she asked

I wanted to check on you because you were being really distant

You also said you were busy but I can see why now

Jay its not even like that

Then what is it like

I wanted to cry but I didn't want to have a full melt down

I just let a tear roll down my cheek

Hoping she didnt notice

I quickly wiped it away

Jay you know you and I was never gonna happen

I let another tear roll down my cheek

THEN WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY THAT WHEN I TRIED TO TEXT YOU

I DON'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS DIAMOND

I HAVE NOBODY TO GO HOME AND TALK TO

I yelled at her

JAY YOU DONT UNDERSTAND

MAYBE I ENJOYED OUR KISS

BUT I CANT WAIT ON YOU TO MAKE DECISIONS ANYMORE

I TRIED TO TALK TO YOU FOR WEEKS AND ALL YOU DID WAS LEAVE ME ON READ

YOU SAID YOU WERE GOING TO COME BACK TO SCHOOL LAST MONTH

BUT YOU DIDNT

You left me Jay

So I had to make new friends

She said

So you and Ray are just friends

No, Ray is my girlfriend

Hearing that made my heart break

Girlfriend?

Yes, girlfriend

When did that happen

When you left me she said

Ray is always there for me

She answers my texts and my calls

Never leaving me on read she said

Wow I said

Jay I have things to do

But,

She blamed the door in my face

It started to pouring rain

I started crying

And slowly walked back to my house

I opened the front door and walked up to my room

I tried to stop crying because I didnt really want to talk to my mom or anybody right now

I went up to my room and sat in the dark just dumbfounded

I closed my eyes and just sighed...

This chapter was kinda trash but I hope you guys are enjoying the book so far~ Nova

*I'm sorry if I'm updating the book too quickly but I don't want to leave you guys waiting for updates yk*