My biggest secret

Diamond (POV)

I woke up reminiscing of last night

I never thought her and I would ever have sex

Let alone do it raw

I was surprised when she nutted in me tho

But it was the best sex I've ever had

I realized that Jay wasn't in bed with me

So I went downstairs and saw her mom was making breakfast

Oh Diamond I didn't know you were here she said

Yeah I came here last night

Oh Jay told me

You know she really doesn't like being alone

So thank you for keeping her company

Yeah, no problem

Do you know where she is

Yeah she's downstairs in the basement playing video games

Can you tell her breakfast is ready if you don't mind

Sure thing

Thank you she said

I went down to the basement she was playing GTA on her PS4

She had headphones on so I slowly tapped her

And she turned around taking off the headphones kinda surprised

Oh Diamond I thought you had left already she said

No I'm still here I slightly smiled

I'm sorry abt last night I was kinda-

I cut her off

Jay it's perfectly fine

I understand

Okay she said

I nodded my head

Hey uh Diamond c-can I ask you something she said stuttering

Sure

Have you ever liked someone you never thought you would like

And you want to ask them out but you think they'll reject you

I was hopping she was talking abt me😁

Yes

Well what do you do then she asked

You be upfront and ask them out I said smiling really hard

Oh okay

Why you ask I said

Well there's this really cute girl in my bio class and-

I thought she was talking about me

I didn't know you had a crush on somebody I tried to say without my voice cracking

I was kinda nervous asking you about it considering what happened last night she said

So what I'm hearing is that our sex meant nothing to you I said trying not to cry

I thought you were just in the moment she said astonished

No Jay it actually meant something to me I said still trying not to cry

I'm sorry I thought was just a one time thing she said

Yk what it's whatever-

So what's her name I asked starting to shed some tears

Her name is Melody

Melody Heart 🤦‍♀️

MELODY

Yes Melody she said confidently

But she's so bougie and annoying what is there to like about that I asked as more tears came

Because she's nice to me an-an-and Jay stuttered

And what I said

She respects me and my opinions

Well okay

I hope you guys can get together I said while bawling my eyes out

Diamond did I do something wrong

No, not at all I said as I cried more

Btw your mom w-w-wanted me to tell you breakfast was ready

I turned my back towards her and walked up the basement stairs crying like I have never before

Oh Diamond are you okay her Mom asked I just shook my head

And cried while walking out the door

I quickly drove to my house

Went to my room

Locked the door and cried and cried

I can't believe our sex meant nothing to her

Plus her crush on Melody hurt me the most

I thought she liked me but I guess I got my hopes up for no reason

I just wanted her to love me as much as I did while I spent my time with her

I can't believe it

How could she do this to me...