My biggest secret

Jay (POV)

*Warning Long Chapter*

It made me mad that Melody rejected me

But maybe she's right I need to get into shape

And after all the weight I lost after not eating because I was depressed

Im half way there

I dont know why Diamond decided to come in and check on me she ruined my chance with Melody

I do feel bad for yelling at her

I didnt mean to slap her though

I just wish she wouldn't pry into my life just because my mom said I needed friends

I dont get why Diamond cares so much

She's ruined everything for me

Though when she started crying knowing it was my fault kinda hurt

I dont care any more at this point

I heard another knock on my door

DIAMOND I TOLD YOU TO LEAVE ME TF ALONE I yelled as I sat on my bed watching TikToks

My mom ended up opening the door

Oh shi mom I said surprised

I thought you were still at wo-

Stop all that cussing she said

Sorry, I just had a really hard day at school today I said

Im sorry honey she said as she rubbed my back

Maybe you should talk to someone

Do you want me to call Diamond

NO DONT CALL DIAMOND I said

Why not she said

BECAUSE MOM I yelled at her

Oh Jay what did you do now she said as she rolled her eyes

Nothing mom

SHE JUST RUINED MY CHANCE WITH MELODY AND SHE JUST RUINS EVERYTHING FOR ME

I said

And I kinda slapped her.... I mumbled

JAY WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT she yelled at me

WHAT? I said

Jay why would you do that to such a sweet girl

But she- I said before my mom cut me off

Jay you need to go over there in apologize

Why I whined

Because its the right thing to do she said

I sighed and put on my slides and walked out into the cold night

I knocked on the door

A a short lightskin women opens the door

Hi, does Diamond live here I said shaking because I was kinda nervous

Yes she does

You must be Jay she talks a lot about you

Yeah so um can I talk to her

Sure but she told me she's going to be leaving for a date in a little bit she said while letting me in the house

So hopefully you will have enough time she smiled cheerfully

A date? I said to myself

I couldn't have hurt her feelings that bad

Where is she I asked

Oh she's upstairs in her room its on the left she said

Okay thank you I said

I rushed upstairs and I knocked on the door

Mom im busy i heard her say above the loud music

T-T-T-T- This is Jay

The music turned off

And the door opened a little bit

Jay what are you doing here she said shocked

She was wearing half of a face of make-up

I guess she was still getting ready

I just wanted to apoligize I said mumbling

I didnt mean to slap you I just was really angry I said really embarrassed

I know that I didnt ha-

She cut me off

Jay I understand okay

You want to be with Melody she said in a sad tone

And im sorry if I got in between that she said

Now if you excuse me I have to finish getting ready

She almost closed the door

I stopped it with my foot and walked in

Her room was covered in 2000s nostalgia and it was painted pink from wall to wall

And she had a huge vanity with alot of perfume and pictures on it

Jay I told you I had to finish getting ready and I need a little privacy she said fixing her make-up in the mirror

Yeah your mom told me

So who's the lucky guy I said looking around her room

You remember that guy from the mall

What are you serious I said

Yes she said

Now can you hand me my shoes

NO I said as I threw them across the room

Jay why the fuck would you do that she said going to grab the shoes

She put them on and grabbed her phone and purse and went to the door

I stood infant of the door

Jay he's gonna be here in 5mins she said frustrated

But I...

Jay you told me to leave you alone so I am

I didnt mean go get a date

Listen Jay she looked me in the eyes

Im not gonna be in your life because you dont want me to right

I just stood there

Well I guess this is goodbye... Jay she said as his car pulled up

But dont want it to be I said

It is what it is Jay

But Diamond I said as she turned around and slowly walked to his car

She looked back at me as he helped her in the car

Diamond? I said in a sad tone

I let a few tears roll my eyes as they drove away from the house

I can't believe it

She's really gone...

I hope you guys are liking the book but unfortunately I start school in about 2 weeks so updates might come at a slow place but I will try my best to update but gotta put school first yk

-Nova💕