Can We Pretend. (Chris Brown)

07

Devin
I was back in New York and I got here around 6o'clock. I was supposed to get here early but Christian horny ass said he wasn't going to let me leave without getting his goodbye sex. That's one thing I'm going to miss. The sex was amazing. He sure knew how to put it on me. Especially when he be coming in sometimes frustrated from work or just in his moods that's when it was the best.

Christian also gave me a check for $15,000 before I left. I was mad at him about it I kind of still am. I didn't want no hand outs from him. He already gave me $5,000 and that was too much. I know he think I'm this person that's making so much money because that's what I told him and I know he just wanted to make sure I was good but I don't know. It just made me feel horrible about lying to him.

He treats me amazing besides the fact he has his asshole moments and most importantly he's so honest with me. Too honest. I can't even be truthful to him and it's just like lies keep coming out.

Christian was calling me and I answered.

"Hello" I said dryly.

"Baby I know you not still upset about the money" he said through the phone.

"No"

"Devin...nobody wanted to ruin your little independent women thing you had going on but you better use that shit I didn't give you $15,000 for you to sit there mad about it" he told me.

"Now go treat yourself or something you deserve it" he said.

"Thank you babe. I'm bout to treat myself to a nap cause I'm tired and my body sore" I said.

"You lucky I was going easy on you, I'm bout to make you permanently handicapped next time I see your fine ass" he said as he licked his lips.

"Goodbye" I said and he started laughing and I hung up on him.

Soon as I put my head on the pillow someone is knocking on my door. I got up to open it and it was Alex.

"What up ugly how was your mini vacation?" Alex said.

"It was fun, honestly made me forget I had to come back for a minute. He asked me to be his too" I told him.

"And what did you say?"

"I said yeah" I said smiling.

"Did you finally tell him that you were lying about everything" he said and my smile dropped instantly.

"No I didn't. I was just beating myself up about it earlier, he gave me $20,000 since he made me miss work to stay two weeks with him and I just felt bad. I didn't want him to give it to me but he insisted" I explained.

"You better tell him before you get too deep into it and it cause bigger problems" he said.

"I know, I know"

"This man already thinks I went to NYU and I don't got no diploma or nothing" I told him.

"Nigga NYU?" He said and started busting out laughing.

"It just came out I don't know" I said.

"You could've just said community college or something bitch you go and say NYU" he said and laughed.

"Enough about me did you let miss girl go or you still using her" I said.

"I don't know what I'm going to do about that. My parents ain't going to accept me being gay and me and her been together for like 2 years now. I even started messing with this guy I met at work and it's hard trying to balance him and my girlfriend" he said.

"Shii you tell me about it, I be trying to balance the rich and the poor life" I said.

"We both fucked up" he said and we laughed.

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Next day

"Here's your coffee ma'am" I said as I placed the coffee on the table.

"Thank you" she said and I walked off to take someone else order.

"Um hello waiter I need another drink mine ran out" some old white guy said as he snapped his fingers in the air.

"Hey how are you what you would you like to drink?" I said as ignored the rude ass white guy.

"Hello black girl I need a drink. You're supposed to serve me" he said as he continued to try and get my attention.

"How bout you get the fuck up and get it yourself white boy" I said back.

"Where is the manager?!! I hope he fires your rude ass"

"You the only motherfucker in here being rude snapping your fingers at me and the "black girl" was not needed. You entitled fuck" I said and my boss came running out.

"Woah woah what is the problem" my boss asked.

"Your worker here was being so disrespectful and all I wanted was a refill on my coke. What kind of business are you running here with people like her are here being nasty" he said.

"Fuck you mean people like me?"

"IN MY OFFICE NOW. I WILL HANDLE THIS" my boss yelled and I walked away mad as hell.

This fucking white cracker snow roach crack ass looking bitch got some damn nerve. My boss like to be on dick so bad I wouldn't be surprised if he fired me.

I sat in the chair across from his desk and waited for him to come in.

Fifteen minutes later he came in yelling.

"What is your problem?!? You know we do not talk to the customers that way" he said.

"Well the customer was snapping his fingers at me like I was some damn dog and being rude talking about some "hey black girl" so I feel like I had every right to react the way I did" I said.

"I'm just going to have to send you home for the rest of the day. Do whatever you need to do to cool off" he said with a smirk as he leaned back in the chair and his beer belly was basically poking out from behind the table.

I almost threw up in my mouth. He was trying to be sexy so bad and it wasn't working. I got up and left. I got in an Uber and I decided to go to the dealership. I needed a new car asap and Justin be talking my damn ear off in his car.

Once I got there I settled on a all black Lexus RX. I used the $15,000 Christian gave me for the down payment so the car note won't be that high. I'm not trying to break my pockets.

I got everything settled and went back home. I decided to do some little shopping for the house and I put some of the money he gave me in savings. I had to be smart with it cause who knows how long we about to be together. I always needed to prepare for the worst.