The Love that Shouldn't Have Been (Ciel x reader)(Discontinued)

Chapter 4 (y/n)'s Past

Me:I'm sorry not updating sooner sorry this chapter I have been sick and busy sorry this chapter is short.I hope you like it.I tried to make it long,but not that long.We will know who 'she' is and who you really are?Will Ciel save you from 'her'?Will he finally understand why it was a secret and accept who you really are?You must read to find out.'The past is the door to death when it comes back' will death be your choice to die like before and never come back.This is the song the red heart locket plays the song shared with her sister this this the moments her sister suffered a lot of pain in life without you.This the times of Serenity your sister and Endymion some are sad and romantic with pain.I only own Katy,Clara the one you have now,Starfire,Mazzie,Rika,Victoria,Flora,Kathrine,Kari,and Crystal are my made up characters. Also please read my friend's story The Turned by NerdyGamergirl and read my other books Story of My Life Harry Styles Fanfiction,The Girl Who Fell In Love With A Demon Peter Pan Love Story,The One That Took Niall Horan's Heart,and Payne's Little Sister Who Fell In Love With Louis Tomlinson Love Story.Bye
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Your Past POV

''My story begins a long time ago where there lived the Queen,Queen Serenity of the Moon Kingdom and a King of the Crystal Galaxy Kingdom.When they meet at a ball they fell in love and got married.They soon had a child with (h/l)(h/c) and sparkling (e/c) eyes with a pretty big warm smile.I was born,my mother and father were the legendary god and goddess,so I was very powerful with a lot of different powers.Every god and goddess gave me some of their powers and some they didn't know about as gifts to me and birth,but Kronos before turning evil gave me the the power to slow time,fast forward,backwards,future,past,visions of the future,time travel,and stop time.He gave me every power he knew and didn't know to control time he loved me like I was his own daughter and I say as a baby,''Kronos best friend to me,I love Kronos.''I started to giggle as I grabbed his finger,but then when he was evil he came back the kingdom.As I started running towards him he blasted me with a dark flame as Zeus saved me I trembled scared of what he did.Soon every god and goddesses they were on the floor in pain as he walked to me I to tried to run,but was cornered.He said,''I give this child a darkness to forever and to remind her of her mistakes and the people who died remain in her,unless she finds the light in her heart and defeats her fears,secrets,truth,and darkness.''As he finished I felt in the darkness being put in me a dark pain in my body as I screaming from the pain.As the gods and goddesses fighting the minions of Kronos to save me,but when they got there it was too late.I was already taken by the darkness as I screamed for ''HELP!SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASE!''but no one came to save me I was falling down in the darkness as I couldn't be helped.I saw a myself,but this me was filled with darkness,hatred,sadness,sorrow,anger,loneliness,unloved,uncared,unkind,cold hearted,and mostly scared like the opposite me which she was.She is my darkness,my killer,and...my...darkest secret.I couldn't control her for much longer she took over me and started hurting my mom,dad,the gods,the goddesses,and my people destroying my home.A white light appeared over my me,and 'she' and I screamed as I was in control again locking 'her' up inside me.I fell to the ground crying as I looked to see what 'she' had done I gasped as I saw my home,my family,and my friends on the ground hurt.As I cried harder saying to my mom and dad and the gods and goddesses,''I'm sorry I couldn't control her,I never meant to hurt you I'm so sorry,I hope you can forgive.''As the gods and goddesses smiled at me and Zeus said,''Yes,we can forgive you it wasn't you who did this,it was Kronos.''I realized that Kronos was gone and I cried in Zeus's chest and he held me close telling me,''It's okay,it was not your fault,it okay we are okay.''He said the other the gods and goddesses were frowning at me.They tried to get the darkness out of me I was in pain really bad pain worst than hell I knew they didn't want to hurt me,but they didn't me to hurt an more people.But it was no use the spell curse Kronos used was too strong there were two ways one was if I destroyed it I would die,too or live,but I didn't want to risk it.I know she can't live without me I'm 'her' life source,food,provider,whatever you want to call me it needed me.So I wanted to make friends with her,not kill her I don't like war or killing and I am her 'she' was me,but then she changed into darkness and hated me,my parents were also at war,but I changed that I made every one of our enemy our ally I made the moon and galaxians(made up) names.I made everyone our friends except the Earth,it was our enemy no matter how I tried.After that I was a perfect child get everything like metals and trophies for ballet and my magic and many other things.Soon on my birthday my sister was born it was tradition to name us Serenity,but I changed my to (y/n) Serenity Star.We had fun times as kids,but not a lot because I was learning to be Queen of the Galaxy Kingdom,since I finished learning to be Queen of the Moon Kingdom my sister had to learn it.So we didn't spend that much time after Serenity was born we was each got protectors my team Galaxy Sailor Stars and Serenity's Sailor Guardians.Serenity as Sailor Moon,Rei as Sailor Mars,Amy as Sailor Mercury,Lita as Sailor Jupiter,Mina as Sailor Venus,Michelle as Sailor Neptune,Amara as Sailor Uranus,Trista as Sailor Pluto,Hotaru as Sailor Saturn,plus Reni as Sailor Mini Moon.My team was me as Sailor Galaxy,Katy as Sailor Eris,Clara as Sailor Sun,Starfire as Sailor Chaos,Mazzie as Sailor Nemesis,Rika as Sailor Star,Victoria as Sailor Milky way,Flora as Sailor Rainbow,Kathrine as Sailor Shadow,Kari as Sailor Light,plus Crystal as Sailor Mini Galaxy my future daughter.I fell in love with the prince of the Earth his name is Prince Endymion my kind were forbidden to love humans it was God's rule and I was breaking it.He was friends with me and my sister Serenity,but I sneak out to see him a few times.When he asked me to marry him I was excited,but said,''Yes,but no.''so my would be with my sister I told him,''Then who should asked love my sister.You love her more than me,right then be with her I will be okay.''He smiled and hugged me as he ran to my sister and kissed her.A tear had fallen down my cheek smiling while looking down at the Earth thinking 'Will I ever find love again or will I be alone' Soon Serenity was sneaking out to see Endymion I would see her and watch from a far.When I bumped while walking I saw the most handsome guy ever with (hot guy you can think of) he was also the Prince of the Earth his name was Jake.Soon my and Serenity team fell for the Prince Endymion and Jake's knights well following us.Everything was great,but that changed when a war started as the humans of the Earth attacked us they were brainwashed by a evil Queen named Metaria.Controlling a girl who loved Endymion secretly killing both of them her name Queen Beryl.As Jake told me to run I said,''No, I won't leave you.''He smiled as he fought a girl as I ran to the portal ways.I saw my father and his kingdom blow up I screamed,''FATHER!''the next I saw my mother fall fighting Queen Metaria and screamed,''MOTHER!''next I saw everyone from my and Serenity's team on the ground blood everywhere I screamed,''SUN!MARS!ERIS!JUPITER!NNNOOO!''The last one was terrible I saw Endymion and Serenity stabbed as Serenity was on top I screamed,''ENDYMION!SERENITYYY!NNNNOOOO!''As I run back to tell Jake I saw Jake get stabbed as he fell he was stabbed because he betray his own kind. I ran and caught him as he says,''(y/n) you have to be strong,never give up,never give in,stand tall, head up,never cry,and always remember that I love you.''With that his hand that was on my cheek fell as I cried and said,''DON'T LEAVE ME HERE ALONE!JAKE!''As I hear chuckling I look up to see I gasped my eyes widen as I saw 'her' the one Kronos put inside me laughing.Then 'she' said,''You're weak you couldn't even protect your family or boyfriend,didn't use a spell to protect them you let them die,your as weak that there is no name for you,die weak princess,no weak dirt.'' 'she' stabs me and I fall on top of Jake like Serenity and Endymion.I soon open my eyes to see everyone dead in bubbles as I looked down I saw my mom going to use the legendary silver crystal as I said,''No don't do it mother!''She up at me and says,''Protect your sister and protect the Earth,don't live in darkness (y/n) I love you very much!''As a tear fell down her cheek tears were flowing fast as I kept screaming,yelling.shouting,''NO MOTHER YOU'LL DIE.DON'T USE IT I BEG YOU!NNNOOO!''after she used it she fell back and closed her while saying,''I love (y/n) and Serenity.''I screamed,''MOTHER!NNNNNOOOOO!''I screamed as I realized that I have a stab wound I started to drift asleep as I said filled with anger,''NO DON'T LEAVE ME!.MOTHER!.''I woke up to see everyone on the floor died and lifeless I raced to Serenity as I try to wake them up I as I shake and slapping to wake her up.It didn't work they are dead and it's my fault...no it's 'her' fault.....it's my dark side's fault I will call 'her' evil (y/n) I look up and say very angrily gritting teeth,''I WILL GET YOU DARK (Y/N),IF IT THE LAST THING I DO,EVEN IF IT WORTH MY LIFE I WILL LOSE TO YOU NEVER!''I screamed to the top of my lungs.''WAKE UP PLEASE SERENITY,NEMESIS,VENUS,CHAOS,JUPITER!ALL YOU GUYS WAKE UP!PLEASE WAKE UP!DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE!PLEASEEE!''I cried holding her close to me crying on her lifeless dead body in my cold.but warm with her blood in my hands.I can't stand seeing her so empty,so spiritless,so dead I just couldn't believe she was my sister I couldn't believe I thought that about my own sister.I couldn't stand seeing everyone I love dead I can't believe this is real.Maybe it is all a dream.A dream I need to wake up from a nightmare that I can't stand,please someone wake me up.I know now what I did wrong I was born and everything is going bad.Maybe I shouldn't have been born I should die.If I wasn't born none of this would have happen.I wish I could change this...wait I can.All I need to do is think back of that terrible war that kill everyone I love,but soon they'll be alive soon and by my side again.I stand up and look in the sky and say with my eyes closed,"O time,please rewind time to the starting of the war when the humans were coming send me to that time."I wait for the light to come surround me I have done this before.When I went to through a door I wasn't supposed to I met Sailor Pluto or Trista I was a little older than a kid about 8 years old,but I was 800 by then.So Sailor Pluto said that if I use I this power to go anywhere in time,in the world,or in the whole galaxy it will.

I'm sorry it short I will continue this part I been busy with testing so sorry.Please do comment if I'm doing a good job with this story I have a lot of ideas just so many decision.While I see you in the next chapter Bye

-Maddy

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