The Love that Shouldn't Have Been (Ciel x reader)(Discontinued)

Chapter 5 (Y/N)'s Past Part 2

Me:I'm really really sorry for not updating soon I had school and graduation I am a freshman yay.I am here with part two of your character's past we are continuing to figure out who you really are so here is part two other title Dark (Y/N)'s and (Y/N)'s War or (Y/N)'s Revenge.Will (y/n) get her revenge on her dark side for Serenity's death?Read to find out I hope you enjoy this chapter please do comment and vote for this and my other chapters as well,do comment on how I am doing on this story.I'm really sorry this is late I have been really busy with chores,homework,and sickness I hope you like it.The video is Serena's sad memories without you and really sad music.Bye readers. Also please read my friend's story The Turned by NerdyGamergirl and read my other books Story of My Life Harry Styles Fanfiction,The Girl Who Fell In Love With A Demon Peter Pan Love Story,The One That Took Niall Horan's Heart,and Payne's Little Sister Who Fell In Love With Louis Tomlinson Love Story.Bye
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(y/n)'s POV

'Now back to my story Sailor Pluto said if I use this power to go anywhere in time,in the world,or in the whole galaxy it will destroy me if I use its full powers.So I only used little of my powers when I used it,but I always regenerate it back,oh did I mention I can heal myself if I get hurt like when I got stabbed my wound started to heal that is why I was in pain,it hurts like hell.Back to doing the Time Control as I called it nothing happened to me I just just stood there in the cool night sky with bruises and scars with wet blood on my dress.I was shocked when the light didn't come to me I fell on my knees and started to tear up as hot streak fell down my face I stand up and walk to my lifeless,dead,not fun,spiritless sister Serenity.As I held her in my arms how her eyes sparkled blue filled with hope,fun,faith,joy,and lastly most important light my eyes were filled like her.People always smile when I smiled I filled with happiness when they were sad and mad one look in the eyes makes you feel this way.Now she was dead anger,madness,sadness,loneliness,and darkness is what I felt when I saw her dead body I gritted my teeth and said,"I GOING TO KILL EVERY HUMAN ON THIS PLANET FOR WHAT THEY DID TO YOU,I WILL AVENGE YOU SERENITY!"My body was covered with a dark aurora around it,sinking me in the darkness.Soon I felt dizzy and collapsed as darkness is the the only thing I could see was darkness surrounding me no light only darkness lonely black darkness.I'm tire of you darkness maybe I should accept you,I should stop fighting you and become one with you give into darkness give up all my dreams,because they won't come true,I can't live with reality and a fantasy.Will they my dreams come true or be shattered by 'her' or the darkness which will come first,I guess it doesn't matter it's going to shatter anyways life is pain that never goes away like darkness,but that is permanent forever.I need light maybe I don't have even light all there is darkness never joy,happiness,or fun because it doesn't always last forever it will soon turn to darkness.The black hole that swallow everything it touches like a black hole lost in space forever like darkness.I felt black smoke of despair cover my light as I felt like was stabbed by the blade of darkness.My memories are leaving my mind I give up you win darkness I give up trying to live to for what purpose is there for me to live.I felt someone shaking me I wake up to see my little sister Mary smiling at me saying,"It's time to go to school so get up and get dressed,(y/n)."I smiled and got dressed in a black t-shirt with some blue jeans and a black jacket and Mary wore a purple dress with black roses and lace as it design.As I say"Goodbye."to Mary as I dropped her off she is in 2th grade goes to a different school.I see some similar kids and I start to walk to school I'm 9 and in 4th grade I skipped 3th grade too smart,they see me and start to run at me I start to run,I run to a forest,but I trip and they catch up as soon as I got up they caught me and threw me to the ground.I didn't want to fight,but I will if I had to it is self defense if I hit them for hitting me,but there were too many of them and fighting never solved anything.They hit me in my stomach,my back,my face,my legs,my whole body was in pain as I laid there in pain I couldn't move anything covered with bruises and blood bleeding from some scars and scratches.I heard them say means things like,''Weirdo.Freak.Nobody.Worthless.Weak.Alien.Little Miss Weak Nobody.'' I start coughing up blood and get a nose bleeding,getting a headache,and soreness I start crying as I do blood start dripping on the floor I ignore it as each I cried it hurt like hell (you cry blood when you hurt really bad,but this was urgent sometimes when it's urgent start you coughed blood,nose bleed,and crying blood,headache,and soreness.). It was getting dark I prayed that someone will find me I wanted to screamed,but my throat was in too much pain to talk or move.I didn't know how long I laid on the ground.Soon I heard people called my name I realized it was Mary,mom,and dad I tried to speak,but nothing came out same with me trying to move I couldn't move even an inch.I soon heard Mary call my name as I closed my eyes in pain I didn't want to stay awake.'As I walk down the path of darkness I feel nothing like I never existed anywhere no on Earth or the universe.My head hurts I feel like I just got stabbed,beat,killed,and raped as I lay on the cold and dark floor.Only pain,despair,loneliness,and darkness are around me.''PLEASE SOMEBODY HELP ME BE FREE FROM DARKNESS!''I'm a nobody a heartless person who nobody knows because darkness can't be seen or believed in only blamed for everything.That what is I'm in the world to everyone who see me never like me they look at me with disgust.Like no one will ever care me alone in the darkness without anybody to talk to a loner in the whole world.'Soon I felt sunlight on my eyes I open them to find a chocolate cake and party decorations and suddenly my family yells,''SURPRISE!''at me I forgot my own 9 birthday.We ate cake,opened presents,and played games it was great the best day ever,but you think it stops here.No,you're wrong this is the day it all begins or began that same day you think it would stop here and you would live a happy life you're wrong.This is where the torture begins after the party was over we all went to sleep as I closed my eyes for 40 minutes I hear someone yell and scream,"HELP ME!"As I wake up I see someone come I hide behind in the secret door in the wall as I heard them walk right over to me I hold my breathing.Soon as they are gone from the room I follow the tunnel out of the house and run behind a tree as I watch from the backyard the men in my house hit,beat,stab,and kick my family.They are asking,"Where is the girl named (y/n)?"I started to shiver,tremble,and shake I question,'Why are they looking for me?'in my mind as I hear groans and moans.I think to myself,'I want them to stop it,stop hurting my family!'as I watch them kill my family trying to get them to answer their question my father say,"We will never tell you where (y/n) is you will just have to kill us,because (y/n) is a special girl who we promised to keep her safe from people like you."As I hear father speak I start to cry on what he said I think to myself,'You will let them kill you to save me.WHY!.'Then I hear father speak again,"You just want to her as a weapon so you can rule the world,we we are willing to give our lives for her we all agreed to,even Mary,(y/n) will protect this world from harm from 'her' because we believe in her and love so much I die to protect her."Father why are you,mom,and Mary doing this please I don't understand,how can I protect the world I'm not special I'm a nobody.Then I hear one of the men say,"If you won't tell us then you an all die sense you said you would be kill to protect her we will find her."Then father said,"(y/n) if you can hear me then that means you are almost ready to remember everything you are Princess (y/n) so make us proud and protect this world from harm.''Then hear Mom say,''We love so much I don't out from where you are,don't save us we lived happy lives with you being our daughter,so be strong (y/n) and stay with the light never darkness.''As soon as I heard that I remember long ago....

Flashback

Little 5 year-olds (y/n)'s POV

'' Mommy I'm scared the darkness will get me again what do I do when the darkness come to get me?''Mommy just smiled at me and said,''You will follow the light in your heart believe in light and it will help you,no matter where we are believe in the light and we will be there me,daddy,Serenity,and your friends all of us in your heart promise.Okay?''I just smiled and said,''Okay promise,mommy Goodnight.'' Mommy got up and turned off the light and said.''Goodnight sweetie we love you so much,we will always be there in your darkest times just believe in light and we're there.''giving me a kiss on my forehead as she walked out of the room 'Just believe I will always believe in the light I promise myself'. But then war came and that day my mother used up all her powers to save us that day I broke my promise to her when I said,'I protect Serenity and everyone else.' and me.'MOTHER DON'T DO IT!YOU SAID IF I BELIEVED THE LIGHT WOULD HELP US!YOU SAID IF I BELIEVED YOU PROMISED ME!HOW COULD YOU LEAVE ME ALL ALONE IN THE DARKNESS!MOTHER!''

Back to (y/n)'s POV

'I remember her she is my real mother Queen Serenity,but she is dead now,so that that what dad meant by you should start remembering.Then my head hurt like something was thrown at it I then forgot what I was thinking about then I heard a scream and realized that it was Mary.When I looked back they were back they were covered in blood the men left the house after they killed my family.I walk to my dead family their blood on my hands that crimson red color all over my clothes,my hands, and over my family's dead bodies.I cried over their bloody lifeless bodies and cried again hold Mary against my chest.She was too young to die now she'll never get married,have kids,have a boyfriend,or have her dreams and have a happy life come true.It was all my fault if I haven't been born this wouldn't have happen.So I decided to bury them in the backyard I put flowers on their graves crying for them to come back to me.I walked in the woods it was raining my teared stained my cheeks as I walked hoping they would come back to me.I walked a long distance in the woods my feet hurt so I stopped and slept on the side of the tree.When I woke up there were boys surrounding me.Then they started to beat me,until a girl screamed,"Hey!Leave that girl alone or you'll get it!"The boys stopped and looked at her laughing then one said,"What you going to do about it squirt!"Then they were on the ground less than a second I heard the girl say,"That what punk."She to me and helped me up she had brown hair and brown eyes with a smile and said,"I'm Katie."I smiled and said,"I'm Paulina."she said,"Come on I'll take you to my house."We went to Katie's house and her parents were nice to me and said I can stay with them.I stay with them when I was 14 years old then one day.Some guys came to house when Katie and I were shopping when we got home we found Katie's parents covered with blood.The guys stood there suddenly me and Katie were sparking then we changed into some suits (mine in the top) then when they were dead we went to her family I cried knowing this is my fault we buried them.Then me and Katie were on a journey we remember everything about the war.We found our group and I watched Serenity from afar,but when it came for me to show myself I pretend to die,but in the end Serenity died with her group and mine Clara was the only one to survive.I travel through different world to get stronger so I could my sister from dying.Now you know my past that I to live with the rest of my life.

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Hey guys I back from my break I have work from school,but I am back now with my new chapter please read my other books Story of My Life Harry Styles Fanfiction,The Girl Who Fell In Love With A Demon Peter Pan Love Story,The One That Took Niall Horan's Heart,and Payne's Little Sister Who Fell In Love With Louis Tomlinson Love Story,and please read my friend's story the Turned by NerdyGamergirl.Bye my readers