Love Will Tear Us Apart

Chapter Three

I feel myself being pulled into that horrible fucking nightmare and I wanted to wake myself but I couldn't for some reason my head aches and my body felt heavy. My state in the real world caused my body to feel heavy in my nightmare or maybe it was my nightmare that caused my body to feel heavy in the real world. Not being able to move or fight back allow that sick son of bitch to touch me again. But then I remember something that I never did before he had drugged me that why I couldn't move sometimes when he would come into my room to touch me.
A few pieces at a time started to come back from my night out I was in the club I drank, I danced, and I willing got in a Ferrari with Mr.Capone wait he told me to call him Camillo yes that right the authority in voice told me that it was a command. Mr.Capone brought me to his house where I eat his food like a wild animal. I was so hungry I hadn't eaten all day. I also remember him telling me after I finish my food that I was to stay the night that I wouldn't return home.

My stomach began to churn as hot lava built in my throat everyone will hear me know what happened to me and call me a freak a twenty two year old that still had nightmare and wet the bed. I know I didn't like or won't myself so I knew wouldn't no man ever want to deal with my shit not really probably only to get into my panties then leave I wasn't no fool. That's why Cornelius stayed around because I had something he wanted and I refused to give it. I was feeling sick and light headed I throw up everything everywhere right before everything went black. Fuck my head hurts and my body feels warm and heavy. Wait where am I? Holy hell I am still at Mr.Capone house. Who room am I in and why does it feel like a soft but hard tone of bricks is on me. My body freezes and I began to panic please don't tell me it's happening again. 

Please I don't...

Shh! Calm down baby girl you're okay I promise I won't hurt you.

I slowly start to open my eyes not believing I just heard his voice I looked down to see big arms wrapped around me I tell myself not to panic he promised not to hurt me. I squeezed my eyes closed for a few second still in unbelief before opening them again to look up this time to see it's really him my mind isn't making this up. Mr.Capone arms are wrapped around me and as I stared into his eyes I see hesitation, corncern, and also sympathy.

"bellissimo"

What does that mean?

Don't worry about it. Are you okay baby girl?

I stared deep into his stormy smokey gray eyes lost at the gentleness I see within them but I still see the storm that he battles from within himself, he maybe a master of his universe or any other universe but he still battles. He still have a war going on deep within I see it in his eyes. I don't know what the hell I was thinking maybe I wasn't because I was lost in his eyes. My hand comes up as I turned in his arms caressing his face especially his bags under his eyes and the creased in his forehead. He wasn't getting enough sleep something had him stressed and I wanted to comfort him.

"Vos yeux sont comme un beau nuage d'orage gris".

I fucking blush bright red me. I can feel it all throughout my body. I never blush ever but a fucking girl just made me blush and feel... Just actually feel. Do she not remember I speak and understand french? I grab her hand squeezing it softly before bring it to my lips to kiss the inside of her wrist. Yep this girl is going to be the death of me I can feel it I haven't even had her and already I want to protect her and never allow her to feel pain, lost, hunger, or sorrow ever again. But can I make her mine? Can I do that to her?