Depression is hard.
idk why i'm depressed but i am i've tried to get better but nothing works, i'm only getting worse and every time i reach out to someone for help they ignore me and tell me that it'll be "ok" but ik it's not, i constantly feel like i'm in the way or messing up plans bc i can never seem to find the motivation to do anything anymore and i can't help to feel guilty because i constantly think i'm putting people in a bad mood but that's not true and ik deep down it's not but my mind tells me otherwise, sometimes i just want my bed to swallow me into its warm and cozy feeling so i can stay there my whole life but i can't because still have my siblings i need to take care of.
YOU ARE READING
My feelings.
Randomjust a vent book abt my feelings lol (may contain: suicidal thoughts, sh and depression ) (if you are feeling any of these feelings commonly please reach out for help before it get worse❤️)
