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by micks_bitch

by micks_bitch

"It's no castle or anything- but it's home" Louis told me as he held his door open for me

I stepped inside and immediately, his scent filled my nose.. The whole place just smelled like 'Lou' and it made my heart feel funny in my chest.. it was also incredibly relaxing

"My room is down the hall on the left. The bathroom is attatched. This is the living room, kitchen, and the laundry room is at the back" he rambled a little while grabbing some trash and quickly throwing it in the bin

I walked over to him and just wrapped my arms around him. He had my little bag in his hand but he dropped it next to us and held me tight

"Thank you so much" I mumbled into his shoulder

"Of course, Darling.. let's go nap for a bit, yeah? Then I'll order some Chinese or Italian food. Sound good?"

"Sounds good" I nodded and pulled back

He stared into my eyes for a second then stepped back and grabbed my bag

In his room, I couldn't help the tiny smile that tugged at my lips.. There were fairy lights everywhere. Paper butterflies- painted with glow in the dark paint- were stuck on the walls around the bed. The bed had lavender sheets and pillows.

"It's beautiful" I told him as I looked around

"Thanks. let's get you undressed, love. What do you wanna wear to sleep in? What do you normally wear?"

"just.. boxers? Is that okay?"

"'Course that's fine, H. I just wear boxers too" he shrugs then pulls his shirt over his head

I swallowed hard and looked at the floor

"What's wrong?" he asked quietly

"Will you... shut the light off?" I asked nervously

"oh- yeah, of course." he flipped the switch off and the only lights in the room now were the faint glow of fairy lights in the corners of the bedroom.

"Is this okay?" he checked

"yea" I whispered then pulled my shirt off

I'd lost a lot of weight.. It'd only been two weeks and I knew I should've been eating.. but I couldn't bring myself to.

Even in the dim lights, I guess that was obvious because Louis stepped closer and slowly set his hands on my sides..

"Harry.." he whispered, his voice sounding broken

"I'm sorry" I whispered back

"no.. no, you don't have to apologize.. Just.. let me help you get better?"

He looked into my eyes- the fairy lights made his ocean eyes look sparkly.

"Please" I nodded

He pulled me into a hug. I just curled into his chest.

After a few minutes, he pulled my pants off my legs, then his own. I sat on the edge of his bed and he took my socks off.

"Thank you"

"Don't worry about it, babe"

Our voices were still quiet. I didn't even know why. We were the only people here.

But it felt necessary