we both are gay but not dating!? (larry stylinson ff)

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the holdiays ended and he came back. i missed him really much. A school week went over and we had a sleepover by me. he is so cute when he is sleeping. the problem is he starts to call me bro and this gives me less hope otherwise i catch him stare at me sometimes

We went on with meetings and now we have group of 3 with zayn, harry and obviously me. We are hanging out often in a week and its always really fun. We hug, are loud, have fun,strip on lamppost or die because we laugh to hard. Zayn is a also a beautiful person. He loves everyone and with his jokes and hugs he makes people feel loved.

Back to Harry. So something i noticed about Harry. He has huuuuge confident like you can literally feel it but i think he just pretends. I sometimes see the sad him and then it doesn't feel like he really has confident or when someone points out something he wears, he doesn't wear it anymore. i saw it.

Him and me also flirt sometimes as a joke, i mean he thinks its a joke but its not for me. I am the person who recognize him thousand miles away, i recognize his walk in the far, his clothes, how he acts, i would recognize him in a huge crowd of people. Although he is being weird sometimes like on one day he gives me attention and gives me hope and on the other day i'm like a ghost for him and on these days i'm scared of losing him. I'm ALWAYS scared of losing him. I think loving him was my death.

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he was so close, for a second i thought of kissing him but it would destroy us

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