Keep It A Secret

Finding Out

(P.O.V Ally)

Hi my name is Ally. To get to know me a little better I am 19 years old, a freshman in college, and i'm a lesbian. Also I love music a lot. So much that I ended up joining a band, which is where I met most of my friends and my girlfriend.

She is my first girlfriend since I came out, and I feel like she is the love of my life. She was my first kiss, my first time, and more importantly my first love. But let's go back to the story.

"Hey Ally" Marissa said. Marissa is one of the only friends who came to college with me. I've known her since I was in kindergarten. She's always been there for me, she is also the person who made me realize i'm a lesbian.

"Yea" I said before standing up and grabbing my guitar. Today is our first big show in months and me being excited is an understatement. " C'mon it's time" Marissa said before she walked out the door. I was so caught up in my thinking that I didn't realize it was time to perform.

I walked out with her and heard the crowd shouting when they found out the show is about to start. We pulled back the curtains and immediately started playing. ( I'm to lazy to talk about what they performed just go with it😭). We took a bow and walked off stage. We were so excited and my day was about to get better when I would surprise my girlfriend, Emily by taking her out to dinner.

Marissa already knew and was helping me pick out flowers and the best way to tell her. I walked out to my car got the flowers and walked back inside. I had one of my other friends Marcus pick out a card for me and I was ready to go. I asked one of my managers where Emily was and he said she was in my dressing room. Perfect. I walked with Marissa and Marcus by my side.

I didn't know this would change my life forever. I expected to open the door and see Emily on her phone or looking at herself in the mirror. Instead I walked in on Emily and my best friend Jack kissing. Immediately I drop everything in my hand and stare in shock. "What the fuck!". I somehow found myself saying.

They quickly move away from each other and fix whatever clothing was messed up. "Listen it's not what you think." Emily said first but I wasn't listening. I walked right up to Jack and pushed him. " Are you serious that's my girlfriend and you're supposed to be my best friend." What made this worse was Jack knew how much I liked Emily before we even started dating. He was the one who convinced me to ask her out.

I guess Marcus could sense what I was about to do cause he pulled me away from Jack before I could hit him. Even though I wasn't fighting it I was still holding the urge to punch him into next week. I ended up getting free and punching him a couple times before Marcus and Marissa held me back. Jack was on the ground in a bit of a daze but I didn't wanna see him anymore. I got out of the room and ran to my car even though Marissa kept calling my name but I didn't want to hear it.