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"I loved you, I love you, I'll love you." This was the longest and yet the most memorable awaited moment in my life. I know how hard you tried to just keep our love, how hard you tried to make me happy around you, to make me feel safe or comfortable, but....
How can I ever forget you, how can I ever feel better without you, when you were the one and only person who ever cared about me. I don't know what kind of magic you used, but whenever I was around you I used to forgot all my worries and problems. With you I felt like I'm at home, I'm child again. I don't know what kind of black magic You used, but your pretty smile your little giggle were always on my mind 24/7, and they are still following me behind reminding me of you.
I still remember your pretty eyes with full of passion, full of love. I still remember you full, cherry lips that I used to kiss every single time when you were around, your slim figure, your soft hands, your nose your neck, YOU. You know how I loved you, i still do. I love you even though you are not around anymore, I love you though I can't kiss your lips anymore, I love you though i can't hold your soft hands and kiss every corner of it, I love you because of the way you are, I love your personality, your thoughts, your likes and dislikes, your cute habit of pouting out of blue, I love your voice, your sweet voice, that I could listen for hours, your sassy side when you were early on our dates, and your baby side when you were the one who got late. Your lifestyle and points of view, your opinions and little serious talks. Your supportive side. Your amazing and outstanding charisma and ability of making everyone simp over you. I just Love you for your everything.
Yesterday I was at our place, yet without you. You know our place became publicly known to everyone, there's no more books or coffee it all just Gone away like you. Maybe you were the reason ? I still remember your crazy dreams, yaeh don't laugh I still do. It is what makes you special in my eyes. Cause you were different. Different from everyone. Maybe you are an alien. Oh maybe, that is the reason why you left so suddenly without saying goodbye.
You know how hard I tried to forget you. But I just can't get you out of my mind,like you got stuck there and you don't want to get of. Our adorable moments are still on my mind, those moments when you were mine. Mine. Mine. I hope you remember too.
You know how hard I tried. How I tried to kiss you again. But no wherever i get close to you, you'll turned around and run, then again black. Just please tell me how to find you again. Tell me how to get to you!! Please I'm begging you! Please I'm suffering. I can't be happy without you again. Cause you were the reason why I believed in love, in faith,and most importantly I believed how to love myself.... I will love you. Always and forever.
Your one and only angel Felix.
October 23 past
"The news are terrible, 19 years old young lady got in awful accident and unfortunately she couldn't took over." "This awful accident took a life of a 19 year old girl." " Accident and the victims"
October 23 present
"We got some shocking news, young fellow ' body was found" "Unfortunately doctors couldn't help him" "And this was his last words, when workers found him " I'm coming, don't go.
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Sorry for making you wait.And for the short update. I made this one shot sad one I'm sorry if I make you cry. Love u.
