who is she to me? my friend or my love

PART 39

Sana opened the terrace door with a hope and finally found her life standing in front of her. Sana took a breath of relief. She slowly headed towards him without make any noise. Sid sensed her but he didn't react anything. He staring at the sky with a tears. Sana wrapped her hands around his waist and hugged him tightly. Sid closed his eyes and weeps silently. "Because of me right?' asks sid with a cracking voice. Sana opened her eyes "what?' asked sana .  Sid removed her hands from his waist and moved away from her. He sobs in front of her. Sana got tears on her eyes. 

She cupped her face "what happ...' "it's all because of me...because of me. (he cries) You have faced pain because of me (sana nodded her head as no and she also cried) 

You have cried day and night because of me and this...' sid takes her hand on his and saw her cut mark "because of me right?' he asks with sob. "No sidharthh' "don't lie Sana' shouts sid and turned against her. Sana cries. She went in front of him and cupped his face "listen sidharth it's not' "I should get punishment...I should' he mumbles, Sana shocked. "Wh...' "I should get punishment' said sid and hits his hand forcefully on the terrace wall. His already wounded hand starts bleeding heavily. "Sidharthhh!!!!' cries Sana.  Jay kushal, mahi shefali, pammi, rita  and dadi heard her voice. They startled on her shout and rushed towards terrace

"What madness is this sidharth?' cried sana looking at his bleeding hand. Sana tries to hold his hand but sid stopped her. "No first answer my question' "sidharth I will...your hand is bleeding sidharthhh...please...allow me see it please!!!' she cried badly. "No first answer my question. When did you realise your love?' he questioned her. Sana shocked on his question, she didn't say anything instead she was just looking at his bleeding hand. "12th standard right' (He held the terrace railing tightly, now his hand bleeding heavily than before) he said. Sana's eyes widened "what are you doing sidharth? Please don't do this' sobs sana. "Then answer my question' demands sid tightened his grip around the railing. "Yesss!!!' cries sana and accepted finally. "You kept fasting on every karvachauth for me right?' he asked another question . Sana sobs and nodded her head. Sid also weeps heavily. "An...d... And this cut' "No!!No!! Sidharth it's not because of you' "I know ' he said and again started hits his hand again. "Pleaseee sidharthhh!!!' cries sana held his hand. Now everyone reached terrace, shocked seeing his bleeding hand and moved near him. "What happened' asks rita shockingly. "Shefali bring first aid kit' pammi said. Sana made him to sit on the swing. She sits on her knees and cried holding his hand whilst sid staring at her with a love. "What is this sidharth?' asks dadi with a confusion. But he didn't say anything. Shefali gave first aid kit to sana. Sana starts cleaning his hand with cotton. With a help of jay kushal , she bandaged his hand all the way she cried without any break. Sana caresses his hand. "Leave, I don't deserve your LOVE' said sid and moved away. Sana got up from the ground. She reached him and turned him towards her. Sana moved close to him, she cupped his face. Jay signalled everyone and they slowly went out.   

Sid didn't look at her but sana lifted his face and looks at his Red eyes. She cupped his face "If you don't deserve, then who can?' asked sana .  Sid don't know what to tell. "Why you loved such a heartless person like me ' asks sid with a tears. "you wants to know why I love you right? Then hear this well. Because you deserve my love! sidharth. You stands on my every difficult times, when I lost my father, you only gave me your shoulders to cry. When this world left me and maa alone, you only supported us (sana wiped his tears and caresses his cheeks softly)

When I failed to console maa, you only consoled us. You literally adopted us. You didn't showed any difference between pammi maa and rita maa. You didn't let me fall down. You always standed on my side like a best friend, you always protected me like a shield. You fulfilled my every wish like a (sana paused and looks at his eyes) FATHER. (sid cries and joined his forehead with hers) Now tell me it's not enough for me to fall in love with you? Haan?' asked sana and with a tears on her eyes and smile on her lips. Sidharth overwhelms on her talk. He cries and pulled her closer "Sorry naa ' "I love you  says sana with a lovable voice. "I love you too  sid confessed with a little sob. "Kiss me sidharth' sana asked with a longing voice. Sid accepted his sana's wish. He placed his lips on hers. Sana slowly removed her slippers. She stands on his feet and hugged him tightly. Sana held his hands wrapped it around her waist. Sana broke the kiss before it turned into passionate. She took her head back "Won't you kiss me back?' she asks with a pain as she finds him didn't respond the kiss. Sid looks at her tear filled eyes, he can't hurt her anymore. he cupped her face and locked her lips. They started kissing as if there is no tomorrow. Sana entered into his mouth and kissing him softly but passionately. The kiss getting wild second by second. She didn't feels a little bit of shy this time. Sana's one hand caresses his back and another hand caresses his hairs

They broke the kiss due to the lack of breath. Sid's eyes still filled with tears. Sana cupped his face, she kissed his forehead then placed a kiss on his wet eyes and slowly caressed her right cheek with his right cheek and wiped his tears. Sid closed his eyes and feels her love. "don't cry sidharth. Listen! your tears are my weakness. Do you really wants to make me weak?' whispers sana and caressed his left cheek with hers. Sid opened his eyes, he nodded his head as no. She smiled, and moved towards his lips. "Smile' she orders him with a love and gave a little peck. But sid didn't. "Smile' she ordered him again and gave an another peck. Sid just staring at her without a blink. He didn't smile. Sana took his lower lips inside hers,and gave a small bite. Sid closed his eyes in pain. Sana released his lips "smile otherwise' warned sana . Sid got a smile. He smiles and hugged her tightly

Sana sitting on the floor and leaning on the terrace wall and sid is resting his head on her lap with a closed eyes. Sana runs her fingers on his hairs smoothly and staring at his handsome face in moonlight. Sid's phone started ringing, they got disturbed. Sid took his phone from his pocket and gave it to sana. He again snuggles on her lap. Sana smiled, she attend the call "Haa kushal..yeah...OK OK coming...' she disconnected the call. "sidharth, come kushal called us for dinner' sana called him. He opened his eyes and saw her "are you really feeling hungry?' he asks her. Sana nodded her head as No. "Then No need' he said. Sana smiles at him. Sid saw her cut mark, he kissed the mark and caressed it. "you went near death step because of...' his word went incomplete as sana closed his mouth. "Shh...what is this sidharth? OK hear this well. Now I'm alive it's all because of you  (sid looking at her) That day I heard your voice sidharthh..only yours...you said you can't live without me right? (sid nodded his head) you called me from your heart right? I came again only because of you' she said. Sid raises his head up and catched her sweet lips . He got up from her lap and sat beside her. His hands wrapped around her waist and pulled her closer

Now sid leaning on the wall and sana leaning on his chest playing with his shirt button and sid playing with her finger. Sid spotted something on her palm "Hey my name...' he asks with a face full of surprise. Sana smiled at him. "how is my name came in your mehendi ?" sid asked with a unbelievable tone. Sana again smiles and told him how is his name came on her mehendi. Sid feels goosebumps. "God is great na sidharth' she says and thanked god silently. "Hmm' he replied and kissed her palms. "Come sidharth let's take rest for sometime. Tomorrow is our marriage right' says sana with a smile. Sid got a smile. His naughty mind started working with a full form. Sana tried to get up but sid held her hand. She stopped and saw him. He gave a mischief smile at her. She furrows her eyebrows in confusion. "What??' "let's sleep here itself' sid smirk