Unplanned love

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Mia's POV

        The wind blew past me making me hold the jacket I was currently wearing tightly against my body.
       I was in pain, in serious pain, my ribs were hurting, my head felt like a volcano eruption was taking place in there. I tried walking normally to avoid attracting anyone's attention. If it was up to me, I wouldn't have come to class today but I've been warned that if I miss as much as a class I would have to repeat a year and that's the last problem I want added to my already long list of problems.

    My 'boyfriend' didn't come back home last night which I was extremely grateful for.
    You must be wondering, why don't I just leave him or better still file an abuse case.
   
     I wish I could though but I can't. I loved him so so much. He was such a sweetheart when we first started dating, everything turned upside down after four months of our relationship when he got involved with some people. Some gangs I think, I really don't know him anymore, he isn't the boy I started dating two  years ago. He is a monster and I hate him so much.

    I would've left him if not for the fact that my aunt and husband owes his family a huge sum of money and he threatened to make sure my life becomes unbearable if I ever left him. Not just that he threatened to expose my nudes to the public and tarnish not just my image but my family's. My aunt also threatened to   disown me if I ever left him and she's the only family I have left. I don't have any siblings, just my aunt.
    Aunt Maurice knows that he hits me but she always says to endure it. She's a bitch.

   I had tried running before, that didn't end well. Ryan caught me and beat me up so bad, I landed in a coma, I thought I was going to die. I wish I died.

     Death, death has always seemed like the only solution to my problems, of course I've tried ending it all but he caught me again. Its like he is everywhere, I can't do anything else but endure, I guess.

    "Hey babe".
 
  Fear, fear was the the only thing I felt when I had his voice, I know he wouldn't hurt me in public but it didn't stop the fear from spreading throughout my entire body.
    I slowly turned to face him, knowing the consequences of ignoring him.

   " Babe I'm so sorry about last night, I was drunk and I didn't know what I was doing, you know I would never intentionally hurt you right, I love you.

    Love, I haven't felt love in long time, I haven't felt true love in a long time. My parents were the last person to show me true love.

   I slowly nodded to show that I acknowledged his words.

   He leaned in and kissed me in what you would think is passionate, for me it was punishment. I don't feel those butterflies anymore, they were long gone, now the only thing I feel is pain, excruciating pain, physically,mentally,socially, in every aspect there is, pain.

    " I'll see you after class, OK?" I simply nodded. He pecked me on the forehead and left to his friends.

   Of course he was just giving his friends some show.

   After some minutes which felt like hours I finally reached the classroom, I was currently studying Anatomy. I was going for an history class. I am taking extra classes for higher GPA.

I took my usual seat at the back of the class. Not long before the class as to end, the lecturer announced that we are to do a project that determined half of our final results at the end of the semester.
  
    Not only the fact that we were doing project but it was a group project, another reason why I hated this. I prayed I wasn't assigned to a male because Ryan would never let me talk to a male talk more of hanging out to do a project.