Miracle baby | The vampire diaries (On Hold)

《 Dad 》

↳-Dad-༉‧₊˚✧

I'm sitting in the char at the boarding house. I'm tied up and Julian is standing over me screaming at me to Choose.

Choose!"Julian scream and then turns to me. "Now have you decided what your answer will be." If I say no he'll kill me but even if say yes I won't be strong

"Rot in hell you bastard" I say and he growls angrily before stabbing the stake in heart. Or at least I thought so. He missed. Did he miss on purpose or is he just that sloppy. Anyway one way or another I'm sure next time he won't miss. I look over to Valerie and Damon and see they want to rip his head off. I see my vision is getting blurry. I use the energy to keep my eyes open and whisper to them.

"I love you" before closing them. Suddenly open my eyes and I'm standing in the living room over my father's and Uncle's lifeless body. No, this isn't real. This isn't real. I keep saying but the more I look at it the more I convince myself that it is.

"What are you looking at!?"I turn around and hear Caroline's angry voice.

"Caroline" I say and go over to her to hug her. But she steps back. What?

"Don't you see, this your fault"She says and I shake my head. "NO, it's not. I didn't do this, Nora did" I tell her still shaking my head backing away. "Stefan never would have went after Julian if it wasn't for revenge because of you"She screams at me and my eyes start to water.

"Look around, they're dead all of them are dead because you couldn't face your emotions" I turn around again and see Caroline us now covered in blood. Her face looks like she just ripped someone, her white camisole is ripped and bloodied, and her hair is messy.

"No, it's not" I say and look around us dead ripped bodies are everywhere. I know I was no Saint during my time as a ripper but I wouldn't leave them scattered like this.

I can feel someone shaking me and I wake up with a gasp in cold sweat. I look to my right to see dad cruching down next to my bed. I sign in relief. Just a bad dream. My dad embraces me and his hand is going through my hair.

"Hey, you okay. You were screaming in your sleep" He asks and I just nod but I'm not sure anymore. I thought I was okay or I would be okay when I turned it all back in yesterday but I'm not. The truth I'm not okay and I don't think I will be.

Instead of saying this I nod to my dad but he doesn't believe me. "Honey, it's okay if you're not okay. Alright we're all here for you"He tells me and I want to stop crying because I feel that's all I've been doing before I turned it off.

"How did you get over it?" I ask dad and he sits down next to me. He looks at me with the eyes full of love. He brings one of his hands to brush some of the hair from my face.

"Well I had help, from Lexi, Elena,Damon, Caroline. You know I wouldn't be able to get through it by myself and you don't have either"Dad tells me and I nod snuggling closer to him. He passes and arm around me and holds me. I feel like I needed this. To feel him closer to me.

We walk downstairs and I see no one's here. The living room is so empty.

"Where is everyone?" I ask dad and he turns around.

"They wanted to give us some space also Your mom is going to come over later and Bonnie is working on getting Damon out of the hellstone" Dad explains to me and leads me to the kitchen. I can already smell the blood and I'm hit with numerous flashbacks of dead bodies. I can hear them screaming as I feed on them.

Dad has hand on my shoulder and he's standing infront of me.

"Hey sweetie come on, you have to eat" He tells me and slowly leads me into the kitchen. I sit on the kitchen counter and watch as he pours some blood from the blood bag. I can smell it's animal blood. He hands it to me and I look at him unsure if this is a good idea. He nods positively and I bring the glass to my lips. I take a small gulp of it before I have to run to the sink because I can't keep it down. When did it become this disgusting?

"Ohh that's horrible" I tell her him as I empty my stomach into the sink.

"Yeah it's not gonna taste good for a few days but you'll be better I promise" Dad tells me and wipes the blod from my mouth with a paper towel. "Well start with little amount okay, just to keep you awake and then we'll add more and more" He says and I nod.He pours a little amount into the cup and bring it to my lips. He swallow it and I can feel it coming up but I keep it down. I look up at Dad and he smiles.

Hey I know this chapter is a bit short but I wanted to dedicate one chapter to Stefan and One to Valerie. So I hope you enjoy it.