Desperate (Daejae Boyxboy)

28 Crying won't solve a thing..well..sorta..

Youngjae's eyes fluttered open..He started panting non stop.. His fast heartbeat echoed loudly in his ears.. he had a bad dream again.. this time, it wasn't about his parents, it was about Daehyun.. he was in pain and he was never ever going to see him again...

It was all a bad dream though.. because without a doubt.. he was going to give it his all just to see Daehyun again..

he slowly sat up, observing his surroundings.. it was still night time.. and his back hurt like crazy.. it occured to him that he was sleeping on the partly rocky hard ground with just a thin mat.. of course, his hyungs, slept beside him too..

he watched as both of his hyungs shift uncomfortably.. laying on the ground was something new to them since they always slept on a nice comfy bed..

so without a second thought more, he shook Himchan by the shoulder..

it didn't take long for Himchan to wake up, really.. since he was uncomfortable in the first place..

"What's wrong, Jae?" he asked in a hoarse voice

"We shouldn't sleep here hyung.."

Himchan rubbed his eyes tiredly before yawning

"We don't have anywhere else left to sleep.. just bare with it for a-"

Himchan looked at his wrist watch for knowledge

"Just bare with it for another seven hours.."

Hearing this, Youngjae shook his head instantly

"I know a place where we could stay.."

Youngjae stood up and held out a hand for Himchan to take...

Himchan took it reluctantly after shaking Yongguk awake too

"Channie, Jae.. why're you two up?"

Youngjae narrowed his eyes

"We shouldn't sleep here, hyung... it'll give us back pains.. and besides.. I know a much better place where we could sleep..."

Youngjae pulled the cube out from his jacket as he pressed it's button and threw it in a distace

Himchan and Yongguk were shocked to see a huge metal box like thing in front of them

"C'mon hyungs.." Youngjae chirped as he gestured his hyungs to follow him where he led them to the entrance, before placing his thumb on the scanner.. and without a moment to waste, the cube's door opened

Youngjae heard his hyungs' amazed gasps as he pulled them in

"This was the place Daehyun and I would settle down whenever we got tired from walking.."

Youngjae smiled proudly, but deep inside, he was crying at seeing the same place that held a lot of beautiful memories of him and his lover

Himchan was the first to run around inside before diving straight into the comfy bed

seeing as the bed was big enough for the three of them, Youngjae went to lay beside his hyung too

"C'mon Gukkie! Let's go back to sleep!"

Yongguk obediently complied as he got on the bed

knowing the relationship status of his hyungs, Youngjae shifted awkwardly to the side

this used to be Daehyun's side of the bed

he snuggled his head more into the pillow

His heart broke at the scent of the latter, so strongly present as he layed there, clutching the side of the mattress with an incomprehensible force.. it made him miss Daehyun even more.. they shared warm cuddles on this bed.. passionate words seeping from their mouths as they tried to stay through the night in eachothers arms.. sweet good nights with kisses and warm good mornings with hugs.. plump wet red lips against his.. wide almond eyes with dark brown orbs scrutinizing his form.. slightly bulky arms wrapped securely around his petite body...he missed those.. he missed those so damn much...