I mean yeah it was a bad idea.but it ended up having a pretty mess right?
right?
tommy is now back to his good old self. going to college, coming back home playing video games, doing home work/assignments and then going to sleep.
he zones out alot quite often. whenever a few specific songs play he would zone out, not for like a few seconds but even half an hour would go by and he never realizes it.tommy's mother is getting worried over him, which i think their is nothing to worry about.
Every girl who even tries talking to him gets rejected with an excuse. it didnt make sense. yet, it did.
no one can know I am the reason this is happening. his mother will definitely hate me for it. my parents would ground me. i think his dad would call the cops or get the authorities involved or something but its likely ms. simons would stop her husband.
i could tell my best friend, but even for that you need to have friends. which surprise surprise. i don't have friends. growing up being the popular kid who half of the guys had a crush on and then switching to a country which spoke a different language and had very high standards made this little girl insecure. now back where she was still one of the prettiest girls yet had very bad mental health made everyone not want her.
i am her, I am that girl.
i created a fake scenario which ended up actually messing with the other person's brain up. am i wandavison or something? no idea.
all i wanted was to feel loved.
i guess, feeling loved comes with consequences. heavy consequences.
i want to run away and hide from the world. but the problem i created will still exist no matter what i do.
what the fuck have i done.
i could maybe create another fake scenario which is exactly like reali life. I got it! thats the plan!
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how can i be so sure that it will work?
i have got nothing to win and everything to loose.
if it doesnt work i will tell him about everything.
if it does the world will never find out.
lets get this motherfucker back to reality.
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an speaks
AND THAT'S PART ONE OF THIS BOOK A WRAP.
i am guessing most of you are confused over this? if yes dont worry you will get your answers in the part. which will be alot different, new characters? new oc even? who knows (not me thats for sure)
total 31k words so that is a big slay.
tbh I just need to end this book so i could have actual time to focus or my studies plus i had left the fandom a long while back and i still wanted to continue the book (for fame😁👍)
drink water eat smth and just have me time ffs love yall <3333
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to escape from reality(COMPLETE)
Fanfiction♡Open your eyes, Look up to the skies and see, I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy, Because I'm easy come, easy go, Little high, little low, Any way the wind blows doesn't really matter to Me, to me..♡ ⚠️Swearing, angst , fluff. this is a x OC a...
