To Be With a Teller

Sirens

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I looked at my phone speechless. I didn't know what to even thing.
"Jax?!" I called and then I heard shuffling.
"Mira! Hey," he was drunk one hundred percent.
"Hey Jackass, if you plan on cheating you could at least take me off speed dial." I hung up the phone and I turned around in the storage room to face the door. My heart hurt, and not in a my heart was broken way. It genuinely hurt, like a tight squeezing pain. I dropped my phone, clutching my sweater in my fists. It felt like my heart was going to explode. Literally.

"God dammit," I cursed and sunk to the floor. My ass hitting the hard linoleum with a thud.
Someone's boots rounded the corner.
"M you okay?" Juice rounded the corner. I cursed to myself not wanting any of the club catching me in this state. I tried pulling myself together but something was wrong. And I meant severely wrong. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't contain myself. Juice dropped to the ground beside me.
"Hey hey, it's alright." He smiled at me weakly.
Gemma rounded the corner. And she started asking me if I was alright. To be severely honest I wasn't. I couldn't catch my breathe.
"Come on girly. Let's get you to the ER." Gemma spoke and I started hyperventilating. I didn't want her knowing about the baby yet. I didn't need the pressure, I was already putting enough on myself. Why was this all so hard. I didn't hear much of what they were saying.

My phone was shattered on the hard floor the screen shining a million different colours. I hated myself for coming back here, I hated that I gave Jax a chance even after everything. I hated that I had been so stupid. Alverez and Clay were in the door way. Tears streamed down my face. As I struggled to breath. Then the man of the hour stepped into view, EZ squatted down in front of me. He felt my neck and I pushed his hand away. Annoyed more then anything.
Without hesitation, much to my annoyance he lifted me up in his arms and carried me out of the storage room. I seen my phone go flying as his boot kicked it under the table.

Sirens were screeching outside of the club house, EZ walked with me to the gate of the T/M. He packed me like I was weightless. He never stumbled or readjusted.
More tears streamed down my face, just as the ambulance wheeled onto the street. Two paramedics helped EZ guide me onto the stretcher. He talked with the two paramedics as the one shut the door in his face.

A million machines were hooked up to me as well as to the baby inside me. They beeped and ticked which made my head spin.
They were concerned because of my history with my last pregnancy.

They had yet to tell me the cause to my chest pain. And as I waited for a doctor to update me. A part of me felt almost numb sitting in this hospital bed. Like I wasn't really here but a passenger in my own body. Would I be able to handle a baby on my own? Would I be able to manage my own well being with post-partum?

A short stout young nurse walked in to my room, her crazy curly hair stuck up in a mess of a bun, held together by a bright pink scrunchy.
"Hi Ms.Fuller, I'm going to give you a little bit of a medication to help with your heart. If you feel weird at all you can please let me know. My name is Kodi if you need anything." I smiled at her gently.
She got the jest that I understood her. And continued adding a medication to the IV line attached to my arm.
The door opened again to a male doctor, he wore a long coat and his dark hair was stuck every which way. They had obviously had a very long shift.
"Good evening Ms. Fuller. My name is Dr. Sandier. I looked at your vitals and you blood work has came back from the lab. You have a mild arythemia and I think that may have been cause by your pregnancy. This early into the gestation period is very rare and I'm trying to figure out how it's going to progress. I also believe it may have led you into a panic attack that made you even more frightened. Which had not really helped your situation at that time. We detected a slight heart murmur as well that is barely audible but still present. Did you have one with your last pregnancy?"

My soul felt crushed. This wasn't going to work again.
"Yeah unfortunately and I ended up having to terminate the pregnancy later on." He looked almost sad at me.
"At this time, I do not so a need to take further actions. We will provide you a few prescriptions to help with your discomfort but I advise you take it easy for a while. Try not to put to much strain on your heart alright." I acknowledged his orders and he added that they would keep me a little longer to start me on the medications. And that I shall be released in the morning. I thanked them both and they left the room.

Gemma was the first to be waiting to see me since I got here. She walked through the hospital room doors like she always did when she was panicked. Her purse was almost like a weapon for anyone getting in her way.
"For Pete sake never do that to me again! Or I'll kill you myself." I smiled as she carefully enveloped me in a hug.
"You scared me," she admitted as she let me go. She pulled up a chair next to my bed and enveloped my hand in hers.
"What did the doctors say?" She asked curious as to what had happened to me.
"Panic attack and my heart condition has come back." I explained and Gemma looked concerned
"The one you had with your pregnancy?" I nodded and she looked at me utterly confused. "That doesn't make any sense." I was going to have to tell her. This woman wasn't dumb by all means.
"Gemma..." I started and a few tears welled up in my eye. Then her brain made the connection and she stood up frantically
"No?!" She said almost shocked then anything. She ran a hand through her hair. "Jax and you?"
I nodded slightly and more tears slid down my face.
"God dammit. I told him he should get snipped." She barked and I giggled at her comment.