The day We met.(Jack Gilinsky)

eight part 2

A/n I'm gonna make Sammy a bish in a couple a chapters sorry:((((

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Gilinskys Point of view.

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Did I feel bad? Yeah I did.. I over reacted over something so stupid. She didn't deserve that, i should've respected her opinion.. but no, being the dumb ass I am I didn't. So now all of my chances to be with or even be friends with Katie are gone.

*door slams*

All of a sudden my thoughts where interrupted I walk out of the bathroom and see Sammy come in red faced, I mean most of the guys where in here with jack and I anyways,

"What's up with you?" I asked giving him a look,

"I don't think she'll be around much longer" he told us laughing.. Uh who does he mean by 'she'

"and who is 'she'" Johnson asked taking the words out of my head.

"Who do you think guys? Katie obviously" Sammy told us, Fuck no. he did something, better yet said something to her.

I didn't even say anything I just ran out the door, At this point I was mad and confused. I slammed the door behind my and ran over to Katie's room. I knock twice, and there was no answer. Screw this, I open the door and slowly walk in.. I don't see Katie, nor Andrea.

Then I hear sniffs coming from the bathroom, Katie. it's gotta be her, I mean I'm 99% sure Andrea and Kenny are off doing something. I run up to the bathroom door and try and open it. Its locked.

"Katie unlock the door!" I yelled banging on it, all you hear is her crying a little louder than before.

(A/n THIS PART MAY BE TRIGGERING FOR SOME PEOPLE SO SKIP A HEAD IF YOU WANT)

All of a sudden I hear a little click while I'm tugging on the door handle. I twist it to the left and it opens. I push open the door and run into the bathroom to see Katie sitting on the floor with a razor blade in her hand and blood on her wrist. When she noticed me she froze up and started crying with her head resting on her knees. I run over to her and sit down beside her holding her arms.

"Why?.." I ask her with my eyes watering.

Katie's Point of View

"Why?.." Jack asked, maybe he should ask his friend Sammy that. I think I know that no one likes me, how could anyone possibly like me when I hate myself. it's impossible,

Jack asked me why.. And honestly I hate myself that's why. No one likes me, I have no one. It's hard to go around acting like you're happy, when on the inside you're dying.

"It dosent matter" I said dropping everything I had in my hand and pulled down the sleeve's of my sweater down over my wrist. Trying my best to calm down.

"Katie it does matter. Calm down.. Talk to me! Why are you doing this to yourself!" Jack said with a single tear going down his face. I couldn't.. But I had to.. He'd just get more mad at me if I didn't tell him. I just sat there starring at the floor.

How do I tell him, Do I tell him about my dad?.. I don't know.

"Jack.. When I was nine years old.. My dad died in a car accident.. Ever since them I've felt empty, sure I have mom and Jaiden but it's just not the same with out him. And adding onto that I get bullied at school. I get pushed into locker's like im a piece of shit. I get called names, talked about. I hate myself. Everyone hate's me Jack! How can you not notice that! I have no one." I yelled at him getting more upset just thinking about it. But mostly I was mad at myself. I just told him about my Dad..

"Katie i'm so sorry I didn-" i cut him off.

"Yeah what ever I don't need sympathy. Just leave me alone and go back to you best buddy Sammy" I said standing up waking out of the bathroom, laying down on my bed.

All of a sudden I feel the bed sink from behind me and a pair of arm's wrap around my waist.. Here we go again.

"You didn't let me finish.. I'm sorry I didn't notice you being treated like that. If I did notice I wouldve put a end to it. And your dad situation.. Babe i'm so sorry.." he said.. Babe.. All I could do right now was close my eye's and not flip out.. My stomach was doing flip's.. But I thought he was mad at me?

" You're never alone.. I'm here for you and I always will be.. I don't hate you.. And I never will.. No one hates you, you're beautiful, funny, and you're just perfect Katie.. And why would I want to talk to someone like Sammy that made you so upset.." He told me.. I cant hold it anymore.. He makes me happy.

I turn my body around so i'm facing him, I can feel us starting to lean in.. Closer and closer.. Until our lip's connected..

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A/N I HAD SO MUCH FEELS WRITING THIS OMG EVEN THOUGH IT SUCKS BUT HOLYY.. But yeah Double update bc the chapters are short :(((( Byee-abbie