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Chapter 10 | London three |

*recap*

Rafael didn't say anything he just brought her into a hug, he brought everyone into a group hug, and that's all Eleanor needed, not just an ordinary hug from a stranger, a hug from a father figure even if it wasn't from her real dad,

*end of recap*

It's been a couple weeks, and today everyone had to go over to the Shelby's for a meeting Thomas called on short notice, as much as they didn't want to go Flor and Raf basically forced them to go,

"Alright we're here, so what do you want?" Ajax said looking at Polly them,

"Nice of you to show up," John says under his breath,

"You should be glad we're even here," Charlotte interferes,

"Why are you here?" John reply's back, stepping up to Alex, slamming the chair, "I mean you did try to beat our brother!" John finishes,

"Watch your fucking tone," Isaac steps up as well, "you know I should've done that to you instead"

"I'd like to see you try, mate!" John shoots back, stepping up to Isaac now,

"I'd be fucking glad too!" Isaac gets in John's face,

"Oi, not now! Alright" Flor steps in,

Flor pulls Isaac back, with Charlotte holding Alex back while Arthur holds John, as on cue Thomas steps in,

"Y'all calm?" Thomas looks at the three boys, "everyone sit" Thomas continues,

Everyone sits, Isaac by Alex and Raf, then Charlotte by cece, Eleanor by the window with Finn looking at her, and flor by Thomas,

"Alright so I called this meeting on short notice because I just got the go to John's wedding and you guys have to be there," Thomas says,

"What!?" Flor and Eleanor get up from there seat,

The three boys look over at Isaac who looks back at them then at John,

"I'm gonna fucking kill you!" Isaac gets out of his sit charging at John,

No one stops him from doing that not even Thomas, after a short while Thomas grabs John and Raf grabs Isaac,

"What the fuck Thomas!" Polly looks over at Tommy disappointed,

"Don't Polly, it just felt simple," Thomas says quietly,

"Nothing feels simple," Eleanor says looking at Finn then back out the window,

Finn looks back at her, blows the smoke and goes to say something but she got up and left the room, Finn gets up to run after her,

"Don't even think about it!" Alex grabs his arm and pushes him back,

Alex runs after his sister along with the rest of the gang,

*flashback*

Eleanor was in the ware house getting some work done, seeing as everyone went out to help the Shelby's, they offered her to go but she wasn't in the mood to see any of them right now,

It wasn't because Eleanor didn't want to see them she did want to, but since today was the day their mom died, she needed some time alone,

Eleanor got up and walked to the safe, finding weed and lighting it,

"El what are you doing?" Finn's voice echos through the safe,

Eleanor walks out still smoking, seeing Finn's face turn serious,

"El, what the fuck?!" Finn yells getting closer to Eleanor,

"Oh Please Finn, I saw you sniffing snow yesterday so don't act," Eleanor just goes around Finn,

"El this ain't good for you especially on this day," Finn says calmly,

"Your mom wouldn't want you to do this El, not even on-" Finn continues,

"Finn can you shut up already, you don't know what he did to my mother or me so stop acting like you do," Eleanor cuts him off,

Finn doesn't say anything, he just scoffs and runs out the door,

El puts her hands on her face, shaking her head,

"Fuck!" Eleanor cusses under her breath,

*end of flashback*

Eleanor makes it out the building, tears rolling down her face,

She felt like she couldn't breath, she felt like she was in a tight space, memories of her past kept replaying in her head over and over.

Alex comes out seeing Eleanor pacing back and forth, he sees her having a hard time to breath and he realizes she's having a panic attack,

"El!" Alex runs to Eleanor, putting her head on his chest,

"Follow my breathing okay," Alex inhales and exhales, "your okay, I'm here with you, your fine," Alex tells Eleanor calmly,

After Eleanor calms down she hugs Alex and thanks him, after a couple minutes of hugging,

"You know what day it is right?" Eleanor says quietly, pulling out of the hug,

"Yeah-" Alex says but gets cut off,

"The day he killed mom," Nick interferes,

Nick hugs the both of them kissing El on the head.

Seeing as nick didn't want to go to the meeting, he stayed home but he knew something was wrong so he got here as fast as he could, seeing them two hugging and hearing their conversation, he knew something had to have triggered her panic attack but didn't know what.