Something I say a lot is "I miss you dad" as if he can hear me. If he was dead I would think he probably can't hear me but he isn't. He is fully alive. Just like a lot of dads.
My dad and me aren't really that close. He hasn't really been around in my almost 15 years of life. Even tho he hasn't been around and hasn't been the best I still love him. I mean he is my dad.
As you can probably guess (or not idk) he is in jail atm. He has gone in and out of jail and prison my whole life. When I was little he had another kid aka my little brother. He is 3 years younger than me. Me and my brother aren't the closest and we don't see each other a lot.
Again when I was little my dad would come visit and the when he would leave we would say "goodbye, I love you" and as people would say goodbyes aren't forever right? Well it really felt like they were. He would leave and say he would see me soon or next week but then wouldn't come back for months.
I missed him a lot thru out my life but I don't think he cares about me. Everytime he gets out he would say he was going to get better and stay out for me and my brother, but as you can probably guess he didn't.
