My mom always says there is no point to miss him or like him and always says that he is a bad person. She tells everyone that I hate my dad but that really isn't true. I'm just disappointed.
Back in 2021 my dad got out and had to do a drug court thing. I got to hang out with him a lot during that time. He really seemed like he was getting better and like he was going to keep his word. I really believed in him. When we would hang out we would get food and monsters from the store. One time he even bought me like 5 at a time.
As I said before he never actually keeps his word so ofc he ended up back in jail. When I found out it just broke me. I had to act like I didn't care because my mom would tell at me if I got upset.
I really miss him and hope that one day he will keep his word and get clean. But until that day I will just sit in my room and just think of all the reasons that he would give up on us.
