One Dream

I wanna die

As i was falling into the dark water, my body feels ache.

And i passed out...

The moment i woke up it was dark.

So dark that i can't see anything, but something was glowing no it was not...

I sit there and think about my future over and over, till suddenly it sounded like water was dripping.

I tried to find where that sound was then i saw a red light.

I got closer, the smell it was a terrible smell.

I found out it was... blood.

Suddenly it got even brighter that even under my feet it was glowing.

Blood was everywhere.

I was in fear, then my hand it felt weird when i looked at it...

My hand was melting, i fell down and my leg, my whole body was melting.

My face burns, my heart aches.

What was going on...
Fire... then i saw fire, instead of being afraid i was not afraid, i saw a beauty in it...

: I wonder when i will truly die...

...

I saw something, it's so bright.

My heart start beating fast, i know something is gonna happen.

I smell something, it smelled like smoke... it was smoke.

Even if i wanna panic it's too late, this is my death now...

I close my eyes as tears fall down.

Imagining myself how i look right now, suddenly i head a voice.

It sounds like him...

: Ha... am i hearing things now.

I slowly open my eyes, and sees him... but he was burning.

: W- what...

His face was on fire, as it seems like it's melting. His face falls down and bugs, spider starts coming out.

I was terrified seeing it, i just want to end this right now.

The fire came closer, it started to burn.

I don't wanna reborn again...

Soon later i woke up, i was alright, i guess i didn't die...

I saw those three, they ask me to stay for a drink.

I don't wanna happen it again so i refused and run fast as i could.

After running for a long time.

I bumped into someone, i look up and was gonna apologize, it was him.

: What are you doing here?

Bastard: What do you mean? I can't go anywhere?

: Ah well, no...

I felt quite bad, i don't know why...
Come to think about it, i never knew his name...

: Um may i ask what is your name?

Bastard: Konta, my name is Konta. What is your name shortie?

He asks about my name but shortie? Nah im not that short.

: The name is Olivia bastard im not that short you know?

I say in a annoyed voice.

Konta: Haha ok ok sorry Olivia.

After a while later, i decided to go home.
I ran fast without saying anything to him.

After a while im finally in my house, my heart was beating fast that it was about to explode.

I looked around and realizing my family is not here, i was confused.

I lay down to my parents bedroom, i miss them so much that im ready to give anything.

A tears falls down, all i could think of was my family and how i will survive in the future.

I just wanna die right now and become a guardian angel so that i could protect my family.

I keep saying "i wanna die, i wanna die".

A few days has passed, my family still hasn't come back.

I was even more worried.

I tried to kill myself but i was too weak, i was scared of death...
But i was scared of living too.

No matter what happens i just wanna die.

To be continued.