TIED ( Sanzu x Reader )

CHAPTER 6 Freedom.....

Its morning, your head feel so heavy,

he has been using you on the bed too much for you to handle
sometimes it felt like as if he is abusing you but you still hvent realize it fully yet
you thought it was normal to have it rough
but you know you wont stand it anymore if its goin on for the long run.

you try to get up, its Saturday and you dont have any classes.
you can feel his muscular arms wrapping your waist and his chin on the crook of your neck

as usual you try to remove his arm, it was heavy and also you feel so weak, you dont have any energy you were worn out and you were thinking that,

you cant handle this anymore

You woke him up accidentally
"Good morning doll" he said with his morning voice
"errr can you please move, i- i need to go to the bathroom " you said holding his arm
" 5 minutes plsss, i want to hug you first" he said tightening his arm hurting you

theres no time that he wont hurt you when you are around him
you got angry sometimes
but evertime he try to make up with you, he will give you the money more with expensive stuff,
its not that you are blinded, you need the money to pay for your father's  debt

You cant just let your father lives miserably whoever he is he is still your father

and so you trapped again in his cage only waiting to devour you again

you clearly hate it

You just continued removing his hands until he pull you again so close as if he your body glued to him
"not so fast doll, serve me first" he said winking to you
"are you serious... I dont have any strength left, plss just let me go clean myself first" you are having a hard time speaking as he destroyed your throat last night

" are you ordering me?" he said pissed off and push you, not far but near enough to pull you back harshly

" aaawww! Sanzu pls its hu-" you couldnt finish your words. He started kissing you rougly and hungrily attacking your bruised neck.
"ermpp- eno-ermp Sanzu!" you try to fight back but still, your words couldnt even heard by him
you are weak right now, so you just gave up your body to him.

You admit it that you hate it, that man, Sanzu Haruchiyo, is heartless, he has no sympathy, let alone empathy, he doesnt even care about you, As long as he can fulfill his lust, he is keeping you by hook or by crook 

why cant just you submit to me, DAMN IT! this woman got my feelings like a rollercoaster-sanzu

a few moment later
He went out of the bathroom earlier then you

You are now in the bath tub weeping...
you know you cant hold this anymore
you thought it was just about giving the money and please them like what you saw those girls do
they are doing fine, they dont get any bruises on their skin and they look happy

you know you were on the wrong path in the first place, but there's no way out yet...

you try to make it up with Mr Hajime again and again
but his words are still the same

( Flashback : at a restaurant where You meet Mr Hajime)
"I already told you, Y/N, contract is contract; you can't do anything about it, you gave yourself to Sanzu, I cant defend you. Also everything is up to him, so its just a waste of time meeting me." said Hajime Kokonoi puffs the smoke of his cigarettes to Y/N's face

*cough *cough
"But—" your words are cut off by
"no buts, you've got to discuss this with him all by yourself." he replied.

(end of the flashback)

You were still in the bath tub arguing with how stupid you were, thinking its gonna be all sunshine and rainbows... and also how stupid you were keep on receiving his money and gifts as apology when he also doing the same wrong thing again and again...you grew tired

you got up and put on the towel. Yes,  no robe just a towel, coz even the smallest things he has to do to keep him satisfied when he sees you barely naked with the thin towel on your body
but Luckily he's not here, he's out doing his work

now you can take a deep breath and dress up to go eat your breakfast, as the maid is calling you already