CHAPTER 7 FREEDOM?

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You're in the dining room as usual eating the food he picks for you
yes, you cant even eat any food you want at this rate
As if now he is controlling every single things in your life
You texted Senju and Matsuno that you cant go out again with them again then

You caught your attention back when you realize you forgot to take you birth control pills
you hurriedly climb up the stairs to your shared room with him
As you open the door you started looking at the cabinets and closets
You were looking around totally forgot where the hell did you put that thing

You started to panic but
"its okay, stay calm stay calm" you said to yourself
You need to find it before he comes, you were afraid that he might throw fit afraid getting you pregnant...maybe, You found it luckily 

You were in the bathroom looking at your bruised neck and lips...you sigh you just cant stand staying here for about a month you guess...
You never got out from his mansion unless you went to your campus,
you were also only used to walking around the garden
but not anymore since your stupid brain convinced yourself that you could climb the gate that you didn't know was electrified.

He wasnt home , your hand started to linger in your bra trying to find another pill, a painkiller to be exact with a higher dosage of intake you might kill yourself but you just planned to be hospitalized and maybe running away from there

However, you were suspicious becoz you didnt know when he suddenly ordered you to stop taking any of those birth control pills)
you were confused, of course, as that pill may help you in the future 
you did notice how he became possessive to you

He texted you that tonight his friends came into the house having some mini party among themselves, maybe to have some relaxing day after whatever they did in their shaddy company
He also warned you not to show up in front of his friends, You didnt know why but you already met Kokonoi several times

You saw the text and ignored it, you went to read a book to kill the time off, but it didnt work as his behaviour buggin your mind, you went to sleep

You woke up, the window was dark showing you that it was night already
You were so thirsty and decided to go down to the kitchen to have some water
As you climb down the stairs you heard laughter and some noises from the living room
Its him with his friends
You are so thirsty that you dont care as long as they dont see you
The kitchen isnt that far from the stair you tip toed faster to get

You finish your water hurriedly 
Until you realize theres a tall lanky man, quite attractive, feasting his eyes on you, you saw him looking at you from up and down your body, you were wearing silky satin white dress at your knee length
You gasped as he was walking towards you, you try walking back but you were caught by the table behind you as you can sensed theres something wrong with this guy

" hang on there sweetie <3" said Ran tucking a strand of hair behind your ear whispering those words in your ear 
You were pale  seeing Sanzu at the door looking at you in anger but since you were focusing on Sanzu, you didnt realize that Ran already kissing you
You try pushing Ran away when Sanzu already coming at you, pulling your hand harshly

"hey Sanzu, Slow down will ya, you might break her" said Ran while smirking at you
But you already broken inside by that demon named Sanzu this month only, and you cant tell how long you're  gonna endure it
another month or year perhasp
if things going to be like this then you have the thought of running away from him

"let me just put this bitch where she belong" Sanzu excuse himself pulling you with his nails digging into your delicate skin.
"Sa-Sanzu plss its huurt i was ju- "

SLAP!
Sanzu slap you without hesitation as you try to stop him from pulling you
You were shocked, all those sweet memories made by him went passed by your head as you did not expected this

"hey whts happening?" hearing the chaos inside the kitchen, Kakucho went to check ordered by Mikey

You started to cry but he couldnt care less and pulling you out
"nngghhhh!" you whimpered out

Everyone at the living room were looking at you, caring less at what happened
Koko looked at you, shaking his head telling you this would happen soon.

You were shaking as you didnt know what Sanzu would do to you,
You both reached your shared bedroom
he opened the door and throw you in the room 
You almost slammed your face on the floor but your hand got in the way

your arms and hands hurt so much it will bruise later
You heard him lock the door
and his footsteps coming towards you
You looked at him with pleading eyes

" Sanzu- pleasee I-I didnt do anything wrong" you said tearing up
You received a slap again, and you held your cheek as you look up at him again
"stop answering me you slut!" he said, then walking towards a cabinet

You heard like an metal clacking on each other
He brought back a chained, you know what it means you quickly grab his legs, begging your life not to be chained in the bedroom alone

"Sanzuu! Sanzu- please, I wont go out again pleaseeee!" you begged but he just wearing that stupid smirk on his face, saying
"ouh dear, u would think I believe that, You thought I didnt know what you have been talking about with Kokonoi HUH!" as he said, he grabbed your hair, making you face him
Then he slammed your head to the side of the bed frame
"argh!" You couldnt even scream at this point, What have you done to go thruogh this?

Anger is so visible on his face as he became psychotic right now that it made you shiver to the point of making you try to piss yourself (but of coz u didnt its just  hyperbolic)

He pulled your hair to the bed and chained you up, your wrist were chained to the corner of the bed frame
"Sanzu- pleaSE dont do this you said you would give me anything dont chain me here pleasee" you said with your tears pooling on your cheeks
He caress your cheek the right one where he keeps on slapping before
It was red

" you keep on testing me Y/N, you know I love you right.  dont make me do whatever I want just to make you stay" you were confused, What did he said you dont get it, the word love doesnt add up in your mind as you were just his sugarbaby, and he keeps beating and pounding on you.

He kissed your lips it was so soft at first but then he was going rough as if he was trying to eat you
"eermppp" words couldnt formed from your mouth as you try to stop him
HE bit your lips for an entrance, you gasp as it was so hurt so he took the chance and explore you mouth sucking your tounge
"ngggg" you try pulling away but he wouldnt even budge with his both hands wrapping your head keeping it steady with him

He began to travel down and manage to get some air back
He keeps on sucking your skin from your neck to your chest, his mouth searching your milk, his hands started violating your body squeezing your butt
but you stopped him immediately
"Arghhh!.....stop...plss..." you cried . This is harassing already, but of course you cant say that you agreed to it you signed up for it.

"hmp" he said then kissed your right cheek again while squeezing your thigh
"I'll just enjoy you later" He kiss you again at your forehead then leave

Leaving you alone in the dark room, your head hurts, your body hurts but its getting even worst with what he just said....loving you? really? but him beating you up, manipulating you with stuffs he bought for you just to make you stay... now you know why he didnt want to find other girls

But you dont want anything from him, you just realize you should gain your freedom here living like a normal teenager out there, partying, studying, and maybe just having a truly loving boyfriend..
not this, a controlling freak, manipulating man who is 11 years older than you. You came here for freedom... thats all you wanted...

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