the letters i couldn't send ✷ ronance

letter fourteen

to robin,

have you ever thought about dating a girl?

random question, i know. it's just, i've never met anyone that liked the same gender as themselves. and i've kind of been interested in it recently. i know i shouldn't be. i know it's wrong, that it's considered a sin. but i can't help it. the more i sit and think about it, the more i realize that maybe...maybe i'm not straight. maybe i'm not only attracted to guys.

i'm telling you this because you can't tell anyone. it's our little secret. i hope you don't hate me for this. i just wanted to rant. i don't know who i truly am yet.

from, nancy.