Getting to Know me: 25 Facts about Me

3 Lesser Known Facts

1. I have a family issue. My real dad left my mom when I was three, and then my mom had trouble with having boyfriends and she got us taken away. I then went to live with my aunt, who hated me. She wasn't supportive and was always saying that I would never make anything of myself. I was brain washed to believe my mom didn't love me, but in reality my mom tried to get me back. Up until a year ago I didn't know that. I graduated high school last May (2014), and I sent everyone invitations. Only one of my family members showed up, and it was my mom. So if I don't update, it's usually because I have fallen back into the black pit of believing my mom doesn't can and I am not going to amount to anything. So please bear with me.

2. My junior year of high school, I was in a bad car accident. I hit my head really hard and it caused me to not remember my childhood and I have a really short memory recall. Granted, from what my sister tells me my childhood (birth to age 10) was pretty horrible. I have extreme night terrors in flash backs of things that happened then, but I can't remember how they fit in my life timeline.

3. I suffer from anxiety and being around people, so if you ever meet me in real life don't swarm me because I will start to freak out and breathing will get really hard. The breathing isn't because of the anxiety, but because of my cousin Eli. When I was 11 he pushed me in a really deep pool and I didn't know how to swim. I almost drown and it damaged my lungs. So if I'm under extreme conditions, (Running, Sports, Panic Attacks, Singing...) I get short winded and out of breath. Day to day life is fine.