I'll change for you [Bully!America x Bullied!Suicidal!Abuse!Reader] -Revising-

The start of the worst.

You rushed through the hallways with your head down, staring at the floor. You wanted to get to class without any problems and you were almost there when you were thrown against the lockers. You winced when you made contact with the lockers and slid down to the floor. 'Damn it.' You thought when you looked up and saw Alfred, the 'cool' guy of the school. "Hey [name], why were you walking so fast?" he asked but you didn't reply. He slapped you and held you up by the collar so you could look into his devilish blue eyes. "Answer me loser! Why were you walking so fast?" "j-just t-t-trying to get to c-class" you said, shaking in fear. "Have any money?" "No I don't" "I know you always have money" he said dropping you to the floor again. "If you don't give it over-" "okay okay, please I already know." You said the last part softly as you dug into your back pocket and pulled out the money, holding it in front of you. Alfred snatched the money from you and kicked you stomach then he left. The bell rang and you continued to lay there, holding your stomach in pain and coughing up blood. 'So much for getting to class in time' you thought as you laid there. Soon most of the pain went away. You stood up and ran to the bathroom, looking in the mirror. "This is me?" you asked yourself in shame from how you looked. After a while of looking at yourself in the mirror in shame and disgust, you decided that it was time to go to class. You walked into class and the teacher yelled at you for being late to...again. But you take your seat without the slightest bit of care for the angry teacher. The bell rang soon after you got to class. It was time for lunch but you had no lunch money, like always, so you sat down at the corner table, closest to the door. Wang was your only friend but he was a senior so he couldn't see you until lunch time. He took his seat in front of you and looked at you worriedly. "What happened, aru?" "n-nothing. I just...Tripped" you lied. Wang never really knew you were being bullied at school nor what happened at home. "Are you hungry, aru?" "No, I'm not hungry" you said, lying to your best friend again. "Look at the fat pig!" Someone yelled and pointed at you. You looked up to see the one and only Elizabeta. "Stop talking about [name], aru!" Wang yelled at Elizabeta but she just smirked and made everyone start chanting "fat pig" while they all pointed at you. You teared up but Wang was too busy death-glaring Elizabeta to notice. "I will use my martial art skills, aru!" Wang yelled at Elizabeta while running towards her. You ran into a bathroom stall and sobbed. 'Am i fat? Why are they mean to me?' you mentally asked yourself while sobbing. After you dried all your tears, you looked through your bag and pulled out your razor blade, rolling up your sleeves and making five cuts on each arm. You pulled down your sleeve and walked out.

A/N: This is one of my shorter chapters! I'm very sorry but I will post more~! I promise!

Edit 6/26/15: So I shall be going in a changing things so if you wish to read these Chapters over again be my guest! Enjoy~!