I'll change for you [Bully!America x Bullied!Suicidal!Abuse!Reader] -Revising-

No-one to hold. [N/A x Reader]

"CLEAR!"
"DON'T DIE ON US"
"CLEAR!"
"NURSE!"

All that coming from your boyfriends room. You hoped he was okay, seeing he was also your best friend that stood up for you. It felt like so long since he protected you from those bullies. You were out in the waiting room. Seeing Wang like that was just too much for you and you couldn't handle it.

Soon the doctors walked out, disappointment seen so clearly in their eyes. The nurse walked up to you slowly. "Ms. [L. Name]. Wang he uh..." She sighed and stood up, taking your hand to show you Wang. You gasped.
Flat line

You froze in your spot. "He's...he's...Dead" you said softly. The tears flowing down your cheeks as you slowly fell to you knees. "This is a joke! This is all a joke!" You said, laughing softly. "This is right? Right?!" The nurse shook her hand. Your world. It just crashed down before you. All those memories you shared. They all can to you at once. You look down at the floor, all your tears falling on it. "[Name]?"
Not this. Anything but this.

"[Name], I'm sorry for your lose. Please just talk to you! Trust me please baby." Alfred walked behind you and knelt down, wrapping his arms around your shaking figure. You swat his hands away. You didn't want to be touched by this man. He made your life a living hell, made you get on the emotional rollacoaster without a seatbelt, and completely destroyed every part of your heart. You didn't love this man. You didn't want to love this man. You didn't even want to be near this man. He disgusted you so much. You can't believe you trusted him. You didn't even want to talk to him but you knew you had to. "Alfred don't touch me." You whispered as you dried your tears. "Babe what happened to us? I love you [name]! I can't just stop loving you. Sorry that Wang died but we were a thing weren't we? I was your first boyfriend, first kiss. [Name] I was your first everything." You shook your head. "No.... No you weren't." You said, whispering every word. "Yes I was. You know it." You stood up and walked forward. You didn't want to tell him the whole truth. He walked up behind you, wrapping his arms around your waist and kissing your neck softly. You pushed him off. "Alfred stop! I don't want you to touch me anymore. You were never my first anything! No wait. Scratch that. You were my first on something." "What is that babe." You turned to look at him, smirk clearly plastered on your face. "My first and last bully." He stepped back. "I changed for you [name]!" "You tried! It didn't work. You practically killed my boyfriend!" "I'm your boyfriend! You know this." You shook your head, the smirk not leaving your face anytime soon. "Oh Alfred." You whisper walking up to him, putting a shakey hand on his cheek. "You wished I loved you like I should've. You wished" you slide your hand off his face and flicked him off before walking out.
I love you Wang. I'll stand up for myself. I promise

And you did exactly that. A few months afterwards you gave Wang the funeral he deserved. A few years after that you were married. You were happily married but you could never stop thinking about what could've been with Alfred or Wang.
I'll always remember you Wang
I'll always remember you Alfred

The end!

A/N: hey hey hey! Hope you enjoyed it! This is the first ending that I have here!! You end up with your crush I guess. But this is the somewhat sad ending. If your wondering about who the 'first' was. First kiss was exactly Wang when you were younger. There was no sex part when I said that but that reminds me. Should I put lemons in here? For Wang and Alfred after the endings? I'll try my best to do so ofcourse!
Hope you enjoy!
~Hetastuck lover