I'll change for you [Bully!America x Bullied!Suicidal!Abuse!Reader] -Revising-

The sweet smell of..Death pt.1

The next day you stayed home but its not like your dad cared or anything. You pulled out your beloved razor blade and rolled up your sleeves; since your lucky number was five, you made five cuts on each arm then pulled down your sleeves and went into the bathroom to look in the mirror. You stared at your busted lip, swollen nose, and black eye. "this is me?" you asked yourself while looking in the mirror. You heard banging on the door but you didn't answer it from the fear that was slowly making its way all over your body. The door suddenly flew open and you saw your father beginning to walk inside, looking at you shaking. "Why are you still here damn it?!" he asked you in a raging like tone. "I-I'm sorry! I'll go now" "no it's too late. Get your ass in your room now!" He yelled at you but you couldn't move because of how scared you were at the moment. "What bitch! Can't you move?!" "I-I'm sorry!" You cried out while shaking. You tried to walk but your legs wouldn't move. Your father picked you up, carried you outside, and threw you on the ground. "That's where you belong!" Your father yelled and walked back inside with a slam of the door. You got up and went. For a walk since you could no longer be at home nor were you going to that place called school. As you walked you passed by the school building, it was the end of the day so school was coming to an end. The first person you saw as you passed by was Alfred, in which this made you spud up your pace. Alfred noticed you and ran up to you. "Hey [name], why weren't you  at school today?" "I was sick so i stayed home" you somewhat lied. "Hey look, waste of space is taking all the oxygen again" Elizabeth yelled out and pointed to you. Everyone began to look at you and call you 'waste of space' while pointing at you. "your right!" you yelled "I am taking all your oxygen that needs to go to your brains, Baka!" You Yelled, pushed Alfred out the way, and ran away. Everyone stood there silently and tried to process what happened. Finally you ran out of breathe so you began to walk and kick rocks. "Stupid kids! Don't know anything about me! waste of space my ass! Oh maybe they're right" you said while kicking the rocks. "[NAME]! [NAME]!" someone yelled to you. "What do you want Alfred?" you asked annoyed and afraid of what he would he would do but quickly recognizing the voice. 'Please don't hurt me' you thought over and over again. "Did you call me an idiot?" He asked, running in front of you and cracking his knuckles. You shook your head, trying to hide your fear but failed to do so. "N-No" "I think you did" "No I didn't! Please don't hurt me!" you cried out of fear. "You should just kill yourself! You don't deserve my time" He said with a sneer and began to walk away. "Maybe I will!" You yelled, running to the nearest hotel and running to the very top. You looked down at the street and road, it was so peaceful and everyone looked like ants to you. You sighed, turning your back to the road and closing your eyes and-

BUMBUMBUM! Oh dear! cliffhangers are so mean aren't they? Sorry my dears but this is how it will be. Will you die so the series is over or not?wait until next time <3