The Dream

1.

November, 1989

"Mom, please.. I swear to god.. I'm fine, it's just.. I think about him all the time.. if I need to talk I come to you.. but please.. believe me, I'm fine.."
well, that's the start of my story. Of my life, my book, my own movie.
"No that sounds weird.. let's start again.."
I'm (y/n) and my life is the most normal life that exists on this world. I wouldn't say it's boring, no.. it isn't boring at all.
Whatever, I start my book in my favourite place of all time.

June, 1986

"Eddie, this school year is the most important year of all.. we have to study the whole year, without stoping. Understood?" I said seriously. That doesn't sound like me at all, honestly. I hate studying, but I know how important it is. Eddie was my best friend. Or boyfriend?
"(y/n), calm down.. we don't need to study the whole year.. you fine? That doesn't sound like you, studying the whole year? Honestly?" He said amused and wrapped a arm around me.
I'm not sure if it's normal that 'just' friends are cuddling and kissing each other. Is it? God I overthink everything.
I always thought we were friends, we never talked about such things, like 'boyfriend or girlfriend'
we are good friends, with some benefits.
"I don't want to stay dumb, maybe you?"
I said amused and kissed his nose.
I never thought that I would be so good with Eddie Munson, I mean, the freak of the school.
He was great, nice, funny and so lovingly.
"No, but I just think, there are much better things to do.." he said and turned us around. I lay on my back, on his bed and he lays on top of me.
"Well, I know, but in five minutes I have to be home. And you drive me."
I said with a little smirk.
"Come on, you could sleep here tonight, we could cuddle the whole night" he suggested and smirks a little too.
"Nope, if I would tell my mom that I'm sleeping at Eddie Munson's trailer she would probably kill me"
I said quickly and pushed him slowly to the side.
Eddie giggled and shakes his head, he slides his arms around my waist, pulling me back down on his lap.
"Just two more minutes sweetheart, and then I will drive you home. I promise.." he said and kissed my head.
I sighed and nodded slowly, I already knew my parents would be mad at me, but at the moment I didn't cared at all.