FALLING HARD✅

FALLING HARD 10

Trevor's point of view

This can't be happening.

I slam my bedroom door shut and dialed him.

"Is it done?"

"Yes, She is under my protection as you wished."

"Good, Have a nice day then, I'll keep in touch," He hang up before I even respond and I squeezed my fist together.

I paced my room as flashes of her body next to mine.

"Fuck !"I shouted, thumping the mirror and it shattered but my anxiousness didn't shatter along with it.

It wasn't supposed to go down like this. I wasn't supposed to meet her, nor talk to her. I wasn't supposed to feel so close to her, After all, she is nothing but Rollins Nanny.

I wasn't supposed to feel this way for her, I thought to myself then it hit me, caused me to stop and stare at the cracks.

"Mary can help me, Yes she will tell me what to do, "I said and exit the room in a rush. I walked looking behind me, making sure Jess is nowhere in sight.

" Mary!"I shouted when I pushed my office door. There she was sitting behind my desk. Dressed in a red coat.

"Shhh, Tone it down, She doesn't know that am here," Mary said getting up and walking toward me.

"My God mary!" I scowled at her, wiping my face.

"Oh shut it, Dragon, you knew this is what you were getting into,"She points jamming her fingers to my chest.

"Don't call me that, the name is Trevor."

"Well maybe you should get yourself together, don't come running to me when you need help, whatever is going on between you and Kevin is none of my business. I don't want to remind him that am a cop every fucking time you fucks up and then you guys fight and have me in the middle,"She glared daggers at me with her eyes.

"But M-"

"No, Don't Mary me. I don't want the LAPD Breathing down my neck. I don't want to get in your cross fights anymore.I want out of your gang bang mafia shit and you better keep Rollins and that poor innocent girl out of it,"She said, Her face red from anger as she continue to pound in my chest with her index finger.

"Come on sis, Don't do this. You know that you are the only one I can count on."

"Don't give me that pathetic shit. You left me in the rain remember? you've done a lot of shitty things to me, countless times and I have had your back. Am tired of it."

"Am sorry about that, I was angry and-"

"Don't try to justify your actions, you hardly tell me anything about your problems, you just run to me when you want to get out of them. You went into trouble with your eyes open and then whenever your mafia DNA gets the best of you, you bring me down with you. I now work with LAPD, as I said before I don't want them chasing me. I got rid of Rollins cause I wasn't good with kids."
She sniffed, fighting back the tears, and every cell in my body fight not to hug her.

"You are not a kid anymore, you've been a thorn in my side since you were sixteen, and I have been there. It is time I live my life, have kids, learn to be a mother, enjoy my job, have lots of sex that I missed out on protecting your Dragon ass."

I swallowed and bowed my head.

"Wait, Mary, Please," I try to grab her hand but she pulled away.

"Make a change Trevor, For once show me that, all the efforts that I've done are worth it. I can't do this brother and sister thing anymore. You got family that depends on you, waiting for you to make a difference, am keeping your mafia secret, something that I hardly know about,"She stood at the door with her back turned, hands in her pocket.

"Let's see how long before the whole family finds out, that's if they don't already know since you are all over the news. That's how dad died, he was one. It's not like Dragon mafia madness Doesn't run in the genes, but I made a difference, and am backing out. Took me a lot If years to realize that, but am done."

"Am so sorry, but I love you Mary," I said feeling the power of words bore through me, I could feel it. I was losing her.

"I love you too, But sometimes love isn't enough brother," And with that, she didn't wait for a response she was gone.

I run behind the desk and turned on a dusty laptop that I haven't used in months. I logged in and connect to a camera, a camera leading outside.

I watched her turn around and look back at the house. Clicking on zoom in, I could see tears on her cheek.

"Oh God," I said as my chest burned. She wipe them and ordered a gateman to open the gate.

Wait, where are all the men?

I locked down the laptop and run outside, just in time to see her driving the car away.

One thing, that I've learned from my life. Is that caring too much kills a person inside, especially if the person you are dying for inside isn't worth it. I've experienced it.

This time am the unworthy one

I watched as she sped away the car. A black SUV.

Then I remembered something.

"Tarzan."

"Yes boss," He said running up the steps towards me.

" Where are the  men?"

"Boss They went in search earlier, boss." He looks uncertain of himself and I felt my anger rise.

"For?" I asked leaning my head to the side.

"They, hmm, hmm, boss they."He stammered.

"They what Tarzan?!"

"They never return boss."

"Holy God!" I shout at him as anger hit me full-blown in the chest.

"Why the fuck didn't you say something?! You think I have eyes to see miles away?!"

"I'm sorry boss, I thought you knew, It was Jessica's orders boss, she was concerned about -" I interrupt him.

"I get it, I understand," Just the mention of her name seems to ring in my head. Like a shower of rain, hit my face, I felt calm.

Just another reminder I shouldn't have taken orders from him

They didn't return, So that means...

Kevin has done something again

"Trevor, Jess isn't in her room!"Pamela screamed.

"Wait, hold up, repeat. You must be fucking kidding me."
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